In Heat

In Heat

Chapter 9: Feral

For the past few weeks things between Jamie and Rahne continued although lately Jamie had been spending some time with that new girl Jade. Jamie honestly was starting to like the girl, for one she was really nice to him and didn’t have anything against mutants, she even met a few of the others and got along well enough with them. She was fun to hang out with as well and even though Jamie still had sex with Rahne he wished it was more. Jade seemed to like him and here he was wondering what to do, he was sure that he was still in love with Rahne but she only saw him as a friend.

That kind of hurt in a way but he was used to it by now. But here was this new girl and she could be actually interested in him, but if he tried he couldn’t continue on with his ‘benefits’ with Rahne. It wouldn’t be fair to Jade and so here he was in his room thinking about what he had gotten himself into. He was just staring at his ceiling wondering if there was any way out of this. A part of him had thought of the two girls together, but then he thought of them kicking his ass for even trying to suggest that and he had seen Rahne angry and he didn’t want that.

He sighed kicking his legs over the edge of the bed lost in through, he had tried to see Kurt but he was out with Amanda so that was out. Now he was on his own until he came back, unless he stayed over at her apartment near her campus again.

“Man this sucks...How did I get from just wanting Rahne, to having her but only her body. Which is pretty damn awesome, but now I got this other thing?” He asked himself.

“Why are you asking me for?” His clone on the other side said. “I’m you so it’s not like I would know anymore than you would.”

The real Jamie scowled, sometimes he would make his clones just to have someone to talk to, sometimes they were helpful but at times like this they were more of a pain in the ass. He absorbed the clone and went back to his own thoughts. He wondered if he should talk to Rahne about this? After all it was her idea that if they found someone else to end things. After about and hour Jamie felt that he had no real choice in the matter. He jumped off his bed and went looking for her, a part of him hoped that she would tell him no, that she wanted him.

But he slumped his shoulders knowing a girl like her would never see him as more than her friend. It was kind of depressing and the only thing that really put a damper on this whole set up. He just wished she felt the same, he didn’t care if a relationship with her lasted a month it would all be worth it.

Rahne however was having her own problems, lately she had been feeling a bit anxious. It was kind of like when she went into heat but different, it was more like a ‘call of the wild’ type of thing. She figured a more primal side of her wolf persona was starting to rear its head. For the past week she had gone out into the woods on the institute in her wolf or were-wolf form. She just ran herself into the ground, sometimes chasing smaller animals and stuff but not killing anything. She just wanted to run, and she didn’t know why.

She had just came from Mr. McCoy’s office as she had finally told him all about it. He figured lately her powers were going through a slight adjustment phase. She hadn’t understood him totally but what she managed to get was that her more feral side just wanted out more. Like releasing a type of pressure of some kind from being in her human form for so long. It was really annoying for her though and kind of a sore subject.

She had endured a lot of stupid dog jokes and were-wolf jokes. She hated those, in fact the only ones not to make one were the older kids or Jamie. He was the only one that never teased her about her powers maybe because he had been teased a lot himself about his. Plus there was another thing about this whole experience she didn’t like, it was staying in her were-wolf form for so long. She was kind of scared staying in that for an hour or more, all that primal energy was scary. It was like there was something else inside of her wanting out.

Plus the fact that she saw what she looked like in that form, and sometimes it was scary and other times she didn’t want to look at herself. She could shift her form slightly, into more wolf or more human like and when she was more wolf like she looked horrible. Like some ugly monster, at least when she had more human features it wasn’t so bad. But she knew how hard it was for someone to love someone with fur. Kurt had been lucky to find at least one girl who would look past it, Beast hadn’t been so lucky lately apparently. So how could anyone really love a girl that turned into a furry monster?

Sometimes she thought that was the reason she and Roberto never really got anywhere, he might have been a little freaked out by her appearance. But it didn’t matter, he was with Tabitha now and at least she had Jamie to deal with those damn urges. Well sometimes not just urges, what they had been doing lately had been really fun too. It was odd how things turned out but she enjoyed what she had with Jamie a lot.

She sighed as she felt the ‘itch’ coming on but not the one she would have liked. This was more like a call of the wild type of thing. She looked out at the night and felt her heart hammering her chest, she could feel the animal inside of her wanting to get out and run free. She knew she shouldn’t keep fighting so much, because that’s how the thing with Jamie started. True that wasn’t so bad but this was different, if she went more feral she could hurt someone. So she decided to do one of her little night runs. She stripped off her clothing, although that wasn’t an issue with her, it just felt better with nothing restricting her movements.

She then let the animal out, she felt the change, the fur growing, her teeth growing, her nails into claws. She looked into the mirror at her were-wolf form and then looked away, she hated how she looked like this. The red fur all over her, thankfully her face was human shaped this time and no tail. She jumped down from her window and started her run.

Soon her problems were miles behind her as she felt he familiar animal rush that came with these night runs.


Jamie had made it to Rahne’s room and knocked on her door. He opened it up and didn’t see anyone in there, he closed the door and went into her bathroom wondering if she fell asleep in the tub. He knew that she liked to take warm baths at times and she told him a few times she liked to put an MP3 player on and listen to her music. He walked in and noticed she wasn’t in there, then he heard the French doors open and figured she had been outside on the small patio.

He walked in seeing her, although surprised she was naked as she was picking up her clothing and she was still in one of her were wolf forms. “Hey Rahne.”

She jumped in surprise at the voice and turned to see Jamie there, she covered her chest and turned around. “Don’t look at me, please!”

Jamie was confused by this, “What? Rahne I’ve seen you naked plenty of times.”

“Not like this,” She told him trying to will her human self back. But she was having trouble, she was still a little into her ‘high’ from her run and plus with Jamie looking it was hard to focus. “I don’t like people seeing me like this, I’m...I’m ugly like this.”

Jamie had never knew that Rahne was so insecure about this. “Why? I mean you stay in your wolf form a lot so why is this different?” He started to move gently to her.

“It’s not the same I’m an animal in that form and in this...” It was hard to explain, as a human she looked normal, as a wolf she looked like a normal wolf although with red fur, but as this. She looked like a monster.

Jamie could see how upset she was, he placed his hands gently on her shoulders feeling her tense up. “Rahne there is nothing to be ashamed about.”

“Yes there is I’m a monster when I look like this,” She was trying so hard not to cry and to turn fully human again but it was hard. Being so upset was making it too hard to force her body to change back. “Who could ever love someone that looked like this?” She whispered to herself.

Jamie managed to hear that and his heart ached for her, he did love her but was too afraid to tell her. So he did the only thing he could, he would show her. He turned her around and before Rahne could say anything he kissed her. Rahne was surprised that Jamie was kissing her and felt his hands gently glide over her sides and her back.

Rahne didn’t know why but she eagerly returned the kiss. Her hands were pressed up against her chest and his and she managed to slip them down and around Jamie. He broke the kiss caressing her furry cheek and smiled into her green eyes. “Rahne you’re beautiful and always will be.”

He kissed her again and Rahne threw herself into it, losing herself in his comfort. Jamie kissed her deeply she felt his tongue working his way into her mouth, she moaned as she felt his tongue trail over her teeth. Jamie was careful of her longer canines in this form. The next thing she knew she was on her bed looking as he was taking his shirt off. She crawled a bit back watching him throw his shirt away and then slip out of his pants. He wore his boxers as he crawled over her.

His hands roamed over her legs, gently caressing them, he worked on her thighs making her sigh heavily. He wanted to show her that no matter what she looked like she was still beautiful at least in his eyes she was. He got to her crotch and he could smell her arousal, he didn’t want to disappoint so he started with a long and slow lick of her slit. She moaned her fists gripping the sheets of her bed, he started to kiss the flesh and using two fingers opened up her lower lips and he could see the pink flesh now exposed. He kept them open and started to slowly lick the flesh, it was warm and he knew soon she would be getting very wet.

Rahne was panting now, Jamie’s tongue was working on her and by this time he knew what she liked. But something was different this time, it wasn’t just fucking or experimenting, he was taking his time with her savouring it. It was different and she long lost the urge to fight him off. She wanted this, hell she needed this, to be loved in this form to have someone not afraid of making love to her like this.

‘Is this what this is? Is he making love to me?’ She thought biting her lower lip as he worked his tongue into her body now. ‘Oh god he’s going to make me cum at this rate! Why, why can’t I find a boy like Jamie?’

That thought surprised her, as she tried to focus on that. A boy like Jamie? She thought about it, Jamie was kind to her, listened to her, and they had fun together. Plus the fact that she had sex with him anyway and there was now, he was actually making love to her and in this form as well. How much did he care for her to do this? Was it just friendship or was it...

‘It can’t be that, he’s...he’s my best friend...ohhh god yessss,’ She whimpered feeling him start to suck on her clit as he worked two fingers into her pussy, pumping them a bit more. She couldn’t think anymore as the pleasure was getting too much. Then Jamie’s fingers curled up and started to work her sensitive area in her. Her hips jerked in time with his fingers and soon she arched her back a bit as an orgasm flooded her.

She was left panting feeling the effects of the post orgasm wash over her, but Jamie wasn’t done yet. He licked up her pussy a bit and started up her body, caressing her as he moved up. He reached her breasts and took one of her pink nipples into her mouth. He grinned hearing her moan, he started to suck on the tip and roll his tongue around the nub, feeling how hard it was. He bit into it gently, knowing she liked that, and she gasped out loud.

Jamie felt her hands in his hair as she started moaning again, he worked on the other breasts with a free hand, massaging it gently. He slipped another hand down between her thighs and started to rub her pussy.

Rahne couldn’t take it, Jamie had worked her to climax once and was on his way another time, she felt the need to have him inside of her. “Jamie please I need you now.”

Jamie smiled and pulled himself up so they were face to face, and they looked at each other. Jamie looked at her with a loving look wishing she loved him like he did. Rahne saw the look and caressed his cheek, she had no idea what the look was, but she liked it. He looked at her like how a lover would look, she wanted to see a look like that more often in her life. Then he smiled warmly at her and kissed her gently.

She moaned softly into the kiss, it was slow and although lacked the fire of passion it had something else to it that she hadn’t felt in a kiss before. Before she could think what it was she felt him enter her body with his penis. They both moaned into each other’s mouths as they started moving. Jamie was keeping it at a nice and slow but steady pace. He was pulling back almost all the way out and then easing himself back in, he was also caressing her body all over the place.

Rahne had never felt like this, so loved, and so...well...beautiful. She ran her own hands over his body feeling his young but strong body over hers. She put her legs around his waist making him go just a tad deeper into her as she drew him in. She was enjoying this, the slow and deliberate movements, dragging it out and taking their time. She flexed the muscles in her pussy gripping him lightly and letting go, she heard him moan out her name at this and smiled.

They continued to make love like that for ten more minutes, Jamie felt how strange it was not to feel skins against his skin but he didn’t mind. He only wanted her and to show her just how beautiful she was. He picked up the pace a bit, slightly faster and she matched him. Jamie wanted to go on all night but everyone had his limits and burring his head into her neck holding himself close he gave five last pounds into her body before he stuffed himself as far as he could holding himself there.

He groaned feeling his dick release inside of her, filling her canal up with his cum. Rahne had been trying to hold off her orgasm for a minute wanting not to cum before him, when she felt him suddenly stop she let go. She sighed as she felt her release and his hot fluids entering her body.

Afterwards they just stayed like that resting, Rahne’ body slowly returned back to her human form now instead of covered in fur she was covered in a thin layer of sweat. Both teens were panting, Jamie felt his throat dry and a bit weak but in a good way. He gently pulled out of her his dick sliding out covered in their juices as a bit came out of her as well and onto her bed.

They moved onto their sides just holding the other, they didn’t say anything since words would just ruin everything. For Jamie he just wanted to hold her, knowing that he might have to end this, he didn’t want to but he wasn’t sure he could live with the lie of just being her friend. He wanted more but it hurt that she never saw more than that. Maybe that was why he wanted to make love to her like this, one last time so he could make love to her at least once in his life before the opportunity was gone forever.

Rahne was having other thoughts, mainly just how good this felt. She felt comfortable, safe and...loved in his arms. It was confusing because she never felt like this with Jamie or anyone before. He accepted her and actually made love to her in her hybrid form, something she was so sure no one would do. But he did, it was then that she began to realise just how much he must care about her. She wasn’t sure how to feel about that, she felt like she shouldn’t because of their friendship but another part...Another part enjoyed it.

She had no idea what to think but she was sure of one thing, in this moment in his arms she felt totally at peace for the first time in a long time. She snuggled into his chest listening to his breathing and heart beat, it was soothing to her and she fell asleep to it and Jamie was there with her through the night holding her.

Next up Chapter 10: Is it love?