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Sessions	By : MarianTheBlackadder Category: Marvel Verse Movies > Thor Views: 6277 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Confrontations
            “Good evening.” Loki said with a smile coming into the bedchamber finding Shaylee sitting on the floor. She had her hair pulled back in a ponytail and a pencil behind her ear, and another one between her teeth. There were two or three books open and she was making notes in her notebook. “So what is the topic today? Animals or gardening?”
            “Medical journals.” She said making another note in her binder. “Since I don’t have a doctor anymore. Remember?”
            “I’ll find one Shaylee. There’s more than 6 billion people on Midgard, I’m certain that I can find one midwife.”
            “One that knows the whole story? Knows who you are? Knows the situation?” She sighed, “It’s been centuries since anyone took Nordic Gods seriously, Loki. Aliens, Gods, anything that isn’t human, magic . . . most people still don’t believe in that stuff.” She sighed shaking her head, “You managed to snuff out the one guy who was aware and accepting of all of this.”
            “He isn’t the only one. You needn’t concern yourself so.” Loki replied walking over and sitting on the couch behind her.
            Shay covered her face with her hand shaking her head. “We needed help before. We should have been seeing someone from the beginning.”
            “And we will.” Loki sat down beside her. “These are needless worries Shaylee. I’ve always taken care of you, and I’m not about to stop now.” Reaching down he took her notebook and closed it before taking her hand and standing bringing her to her feet. He started to draw her in for a kiss, but Shay turned her face away denying him. Loki’s smile faded as his eyes looked down. “It’s been two months. You’re fully recovered from your ordeal.”
            She sighed and looked up at him, “I can’t be recovered from everything. You can’t expect me to be.”
            “I did what I had to do. I still cannot believe your lack of outrage after finding out what had been done to you.” He said seriously.
            “I have the ability to think about how my actions affect the future. You didn’t consider me, you didn’t consider Kameron. You just wanted your revenge and didn’t think about us. Or the fact that you want to have another baby. He made a mistake, but we needed him!” She exclaimed.
            “That doesn’t absolve him of what he did! He could no longer be trusted with your care; even if he was alive we would never return to him!” He shouted.
            Shay shook her head and pulled away from him walking over to the bed and sitting down taking a drink of her water. She was so beyond frustrated with him. It was like talking to a brick wall. Loki walked over and sat down next to her. They sat in silence for a few moments before he turned towards her again. Shay took a breath and looked at him quietly before relenting and giving a nod. Loki smiled and reached up putting his hand on her chest and laying her back on the bed beneath him. Before Shay could say anything or protest, he consumed her lips sliding his hand down the length of her body, pulling up her nightgown baring her thighs and hips.
            She returned his kiss but it was half hearted. Loki was determined to make her enjoy this. It had been ages since they had shared any intimacy. She’d been so incredibly weak after half her blood was stolen away, he’d allowed her to sleep rather than press her. “Relax Shaylee.” He said slipping his hand between her thighs and stroking warm softness gently. She looked up at him still resisting his advances, but Loki anxiously kissed her again. His hand moved from her thighs wrapping his arms around her and moving her further up onto the bed beneath him. He moved from her lips to her cheek, then her neck, and her shoulder, his hand roaming down her side to her hip.
            “Loki,” She said taking a breath trying to pull away from his passion, feeling her own body begin to stir and desperately wanting him. However Loki wouldn’t let her and continued to lavish her with affection.
            “Shh.” He said resting his hand to her face, “Just enjoy it. Enjoy what I do too you”
            “But without a doctor . . .” She started to say.
            “I’ll take care of it.” He said, “I promise.” Then he kissed her once more. Reaching down he parted her thighs lying between them and wrapped her thigh around his waist. He grinned feeling that she was ready for him and their bodies anxiously rubbed against one another. He kissed her yet again before smoothly sliding deep within her feeling her body quiver with the sensation. They both breathed deeply as they began to move.
            Loki braced himself a bit better against the mattress as he started to thrust deeper within Shay causing her moan in approval. He grinned loving the sounds that leapt from her uncontrollably. Loki’s eyes closed feeling his own body yearning in growing excitement. It had only been two months, but it felt like an endless eternity.
             Each night when they slept side by side he found himself awake, just watching her sleep. The peaceful look on her face, the gentle way she took each breath, the way her chest rose and fell, her arm draped gracefully across her middle. He couldn’t wait to make her a mother again. She was even more beautiful to him when she carried his child deep within her body. Their daughter was absolutely beautiful and brought such brightness and joy into both their lives. Another child would only add to their happiness. But they could have started to be intimate at least 2 weeks ago, and still she resisted and ducked him at every turn. He couldn’t take it anymore. He was anxious to expand their family, and he tended to lust after Shaylee completely. He hated it when he couldn’t have her when he wanted her.
            Loki felt her body tense and relax around him, then tense again. He could hardly control himself nearing his own release. With labored breath he rested his cheek against hers and whispered into her ear, “I need to come inside of you.”
            Shaylee’s eyes opened, “What?” She breathed as they continued to move.
            “I want to fill you with my seed. Allow me to.” He whispered again.
            She thought this was incredibly strange, he’d never asked her anything like that before. She felt her own body start to tense again and closed her eyes, “Okay.” She gasped, “okay!”
            Loki grit his teeth and with a few more hard thrusts, his body shook as he released. They both shuttered in shared ecstasy gasping for air. After a few moments Loki withdrew and lay beside her tracing the line of her face. They weren’t even remotely finished for the evening but a moment was needed so they could recover.
            Shay opened her eyes and looked at him, “What was that about?” She asked. “You’ve never asked me before.”
            “Originally,” He began, “I had intended not to until you weren’t so concerned about our not having another doctor yet. However I found I couldn’t.” He kissed her softly, “I needed to fill you . . . .”
            Shay closed her eyes holding up her hand, hating it when he talked like that. “Why?”
            Loki smiled, “After all this time, you still haven’t figured out how much I need you. Just like you need me.” He rested his hand on her shoulder stroking her skin gently. “Can you honestly say that you ever feel that we’re closer then when we make love? When our bodies are bound together as one. When we’re wrapped in one another’s arms and locked together in passion? How could I not be addicted to such bliss?”
            Shay was quiet for a moment looking into his eyes, “Sometimes you say such . . . nice and wonderful things.” She said softly, “But other times . . . you are so cruel I can hardly stand it.”
            Loki’s smile faded as he rested his hand on her waist. She was still being so standoffish for reasons he didn’t himself understand and he was growing weary of it.“We weren’t born in the same realm. As you say Midgardian’s have forgotten how to show the proper respect. You forget sometimes even though you know better and then you force my hand.” Shay’s jaw clinched hearing him say that. He was so completely remorseless about it. Loki cupped her face stroking her cheek, “But it’s been some time since we’ve had any altercations. We hardly even argue anymore. Not like we used to.”
            Shay sighed and pushed him back sitting up feeling her frustration return, “You have this deep seeded obsession with keeping me subjugated and subdued.” She looked at him, “I can’t help but think that’s what gets you off more than anything else.” Every since he had arrived this evening, every single step of the way was a struggle and he was losing patience.
            She started to get up but Loki grabbed her slamming her back down into the mattress. Shay closed her eyes realizing she might have just made a severe mistake.
            “We aren’t done yet, you will not walk away from me.” He said sternly. “Will your stubbornness and pride ever diminish?” He hissed. “Even if I were not of royal blood, I’m still your husband and you still haven’t learned to show me proper obedience!”
            Shay had no interest in continuing this conversation, much less continuing marital activities. She started to get up once more in defiance only to have him slam her down again.“I do when you deserve it!” Shay’s eyes went wide wishing she had just stayed silent and cooperative.
            Loki’s look darkened, a flash of extreme anger in his eyes, and growled slightly before wrapping his hand around her throat and violently devoured her lips. After a moment he waved his hand down her body causing the material of her nightgown to dissolve and melt away. His hand still clamped around her neck.
            “I have been nothing if not extremely patient and generous with you. But every now and again you insist on being reminded of who you are, and who I am.” He slid his hand into her hair grasping as he jerked her head back forcing her to look into his eyes. “I’ve had enough of your insolence, your endless defiance and childishness.”
            “Loki.” Shay gasped her back starting to hurt from his stretching her so hard beneath him. “You don’t have to do this.” She said quickly. “I’m not fighting you. I won’t fight you!” Shay was properly terrified of him when he was this angry. “Please . . . stop.” She begged her hands wrapped around his wrist trying to pry it from her neck.
            “Why should I believe you?” He demanded, “When you promised me another child only to shirk your duties to me, to our bed.” Loki leaned against her ear and hissed, “If you won’t keep your word willingly, I’ll make you keep your promise.” It seemed like he had completely forgotten that they had had pleasant sex not long ago that same evening. This had nothing to do with their having another baby; this had everything to do with domination.
            Releasing her hair but retaining his grip on her throat, he reached down and pulled her thighs apart. Loki wrapped his hand around her knee opening her body further to him. Without warning, he thrust his hard member deep within her trembling body once more. However, this time she wasn’t ready for him. When she cried out he thrust into her again, moving harder and deeper watching her face, her every reaction. Shay kicked her feet trying to push him off of her but it was useless. He was far too strong, and he was far too angry.
            Loki grit his teeth moving harder and deeper still becoming lost in the moment like a wild animal struggling with its prey. The beast becoming more excited as it’s victim showed panic and fear. Shay cried out again then screamed for him to stop. The pain he was causing unbearable but her pleas for mercy fell on deaf ears and only resulted in his hand squeezing tighter around her throat to quiet her.
            He continued even harder than before his hand clinching like a vice around her throat leaning his head down beside hers. Shay’s eyes began to roll back and flutter from the excruciating pain and lack of air. A few more hard thrusts and he held fast, bursting deep inside her body and shuttering from the sensation.
            “Do you see.” He began after a few moments as his excitement receded. “We are . . .” Lifting his head he looked down at her and stopped. Her eyes were half open, but all that could be seen was white. Her body was completely limp and she was clearly unconscious. Never had he almost completely let go with no concern about his strength or her fragile human body. “Shaylee?” He released her throat realizing how tight he’d been clutching. He saw dark black and purple bruising and finger marks on her throat from where he had been strangling her. His eyes went wide as he quickly sat up pulling her body into his arms. He cupped her face finding her skin clammy to the touch. “Shaylee, open your eyes . . . open your . . .” He paused seeing something out of the corner of his eye. Loki couldn’t breathe as he slid his hand between her thighs finding them bloody. “What have I done.” His voice broke in horror.
            He wrapped his arms around her holding her tight against him, tears in his eyes knowing he had gone way beyond too far. “Please forgive me. I never . . . I couldn’t . . .” but he had. He laid her back down holding her head in his hands, “Wake up, Shaylee. I beg you, wake up!” Still she didn’t respond. Instantly he got up from the bed throwing their bedchamber doors open and ran from the room.
            A few minutes later he ran back in and jumped onto the bed wrapping his arm behind her back sitting her up. Holding a small green crystal in his hand, he crushed it into dust and poured it into her mouth. Reaching over he took her water from the bedside table holding it to her lips. He held her head at a better angle before pouring it into her mouth. Then he threw the bottle aside holding her.
            “Come on darling.” He said watching as the marks on her throat faded and disappeared. Loki reached down parting her thighs and placing his hand between them. The tears healed and the blood disappeared like it had never been spilled. The color started to return to her cheeks. His breath caught in his chest as he waited, “Please.”
            Another moment passed before she began to cough and gasp for air. A smile swept his face seeing her return to him. He embraced her close cradling her head against his shoulder sighing in relief so afraid that he had lost her. Shay’s eyes opened still breathing heavily. Realizing that Loki was holding her she frowned.
            Shay pulled back pushing his arms off of her, “GET OFF ME!” She shouted hitting his chest and shoulders. Loki let her go as she wanted. Her hand instantly feeling her neck which his hand had been clutched around cutting off her air.
            “Darling, Please. I . . . it was an accident. I didn’t mean to hurt you like that.” He said quickly. “Do you remember?”
            “Which part?! Your strangling me or your raping me!” She reached out and smacked him as hard as she could, “You tried to kill me!”
            “No, I swear it. I would never . . . .”
            “YOU DID!” She screamed.
            “Shaylee . . .” He started to reach for her but she bailed off of the bed.
            “You STAY AWAY from me!” She said picking up a metal figurine that was sitting on the bedside table, ready to bash him in the face if he came near her again. “You wanted to hurt me. I told you I wouldn’t fight you, I begged you to stop and you didn’t!” She shouted, “I’ve put up with a LOT from you Loki, but this? THIS!?!” She shook her head, “THIS is too much! This is beyond unforgiveable!”
            Loki held his hands up in instant surrender as he stood from the bed. Instantly she took several steps back raising her hand preparing to hit him with the lump of metal she’d picked up. “Darling, please.” He said trying to remain in control having just pulled her back from the brink of death. “I would never cause you such harm intentionally . . . I swear on everything I hold dear.”
            “YOU JUST DID!! You say you want me to trust you. You say you want me to love you. But all I am to you is a toy! Just another one of your play things!” She shook her head, “I will NEVER love you. After this? NEVER!!!” She screamed. “And I don’t want my daughter living in the same house as a rapist.” She turned and quickly started to run for the door.
            Loki’s eyes were wide falling into severe shock. It felt like his entire world was crumbling around him. He had no control over this, his body felt weak, and he was shaking. Suddenly, he lunged forward. Shay tried to defend herself but he was too fast and she had no chance to strike. He wrapped his hands tight around the crown of her head and suddenly there was a blinding flash of green light. Her body went limp and he caught her. Loki was horrified at what he had just done.“No!” It felt like he was losing his grasp on everything having just acted yet again without thinking. Picking her up, he walked back over to the bed and lay her down, pulling the sheet over her naked body as he looked at her. He reached to cradle her head but stopped and quickly drew his trembling hands back. He was shaking and couldn’t breathe.
            Loki paced back and forth, a nervous wreck still unable to explain or grasp what had just happened. Tears streamed from his eyes not believing how he had abused Shaylee so brutally treated her with such cruelty. Far beyond what he even imagined he was capable of. He covered his mouth with his hand feeling sick to his stomach sitting down on the edge of the bed before he dropped his face into his hands.
How was he ever going to fix this?
Patches
            Shay was laid out on a table, her head on a pillow instead of the hard surface as the two Asgardian nurses who cared for Kameron circled her body. Loki stood nearby watching his arms crossed. Finally they finished their work and moved to Loki.
            “My Lord, are you certain you want to do this? These are such dangerous magic’s. It could do more harm than good.” They cautioned.
            “I don’t have a choice. I know the danger, that’s why I’ve not already done it myself and am employing your assistance. It will take the three of us to pluck out the memories that need to be removed and leave the rest intact.” He looked at them, “She must never know what happened. What I did to her.” Loki grit his teeth looking away still not understanding how things had gotten so completely out of control. “Map out everything. I want the entire day erased from her mind. No more, no less.” The bowed and returned to Shay’s body circling again to make certain they had gathered all the information they could before beginning.
            Loki’s eyes turned back to Shay, remembering the marks he had left on her throat and felt as though there was something tightened around his own. Always he had tried to be so gentle with her. Especially her body when they were together in bed. What in the world possessed him to brutally violate her in such a way? How could he do such a thing? Especially since they had shared such passion not long before the horrid event took place. She had been avoiding him for at least a few weeks after she recovered from being drained of her blood. But that was no excuse for such beastly behavior. They were often at odds with each other, they argued, they sniped, and perhaps he had been rough with her on occasion but nothing like this. Nothing so disgusting, primal, and unforgivable.
            He’d seen something ugly inside of himself. A monster. Something he never wanted to see again. What was worse, Shay not only saw it but she suffered by it. Shay had called him a ‘rapist’. It was such a vile horrible word that he would gladly rip his own ears off so that he would never hear it again. He wasn’t one, he couldn’t be. There was nothing worse, nothing more dishonorable or contemptible.
            He covered his face beyond humiliated. No, this was the only way. She had to forget. He already healed her body, now he had to fix the damage done to her mind and heart.
            “Let’s begin.”
Starting Over
            Shay woke slowly feeling a bit more exhausted then one would expect to be when they first woke. She sat up and rubbed the sleep from her eyes looking over to the clock. It was 10pm. Did she honestly sleep through the day? Reaching over she picked up her water bottle and took a deep drink. Her throat was exceedingly dry. After a moment she reached over putting it down and the stopped. Looking up she saw fresh roses everywhere in her room. She pulled the covers back and stood up looking around. There were always fresh flowers in her room but not an entire florist shop. “What the hell?”
            She walked over to the table where there was a large bouquet of 2 dozen long stemmed roses with a note. It was the name of an OBGYN, and a scheduled appointment for the following week. She arched a brow seeing a large box of expensive chocolates by the roses.
            “You’re awake.” Shay turned seeing Loki standing at the door with a smile. He walked over to her, “I was wondering if you were going to sleep through the night.”
            Shay looked at him suspiciously putting down the note and crossing her arms as she looked at him. Loki paused seeing the suspicious look on her face. “Alright, what is going on?” She asked.
            He wasn’t entirely certain that they had removed all the offending memories even though they were quite thorough in their workings. “What do you mean?”
            “You only ever do this much sucking up when you’ve done something wrong.” She stated arching a brow. “What did you do?”
            Loki half smiled, “Is it so wrong of me to want to dote on the beautiful mother of my child?” He said reaching out and taking her hands. Yet another test to make certain no memories of that horrible day were sparked when he touched her. “Come now, it’s my privilege to spoil my wife on occasion.”
            “Uh huh.” She said still looking at him suspiciously. He chuckled and kissed her cheek before looking into her eyes again.
            “May I stay tonight?” He asked.
            Shay furrowed her brow slightly, “You’re asking?”
            “Well yes. Obviously you’ve slept through the day, so you won’t be sleeping through the night . . . I thought we could find something more pleasurable to occupy our time. It has been quite a while.” He said charmingly.
            “Ah. I knew there was something.” She said looking around at all the flowers and gifts he brought her. “This would be an extreme attempt at seduction?”
            He grinned, “Oh dear, it seems I’ve been caught.”
            Shay reached over and picked up the note with her appointment, “Whose this?” She questioned.
            “You’re new doctor. I told you I would find someone to replace the traitor and I have done so. Everything is arranged and taken care of. Just as I promised.” He said. Shay looked at the paper again before looking at him once more.
            She half smiled not able to argue with him having done what she asked him to do. “Alright. Just . . . let me go take a shower.”
            “Of course darling.” He said kissing her gently before releasing her hands. She turned and headed into the next room to shower and Loki’s smile faded once she disappeared. It appeared to have worked, and this time he approached her in a much better way. No arguing, no fighting, and she agreed to his staying without resistance. Although her memory was a slate wiped clean, Loki’s wasn’t. He had to live with what had happened, knowing that he had almost killed her in the worst way. He would never forget what he had done to her.
To be continued . . . .
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