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Under Pressure
She was soft against him, and smelled so good, so
familiar. His hands and tail stroked
her, caressing, and his tongue tasting.
Her moans were as welcoming as her body. He made love to her, exulting in the silky feel of their
joining. As her breathing grew faster
in excitement, he pinned her arms down, hard, setting off her climax. His own followed shortly after, and he
growled as he bit down on her neck. In
the wake of his pleasure, he looked into her smiling silver eyes…
“Ah!” Kurt sat upright, the dream skittering
across his mind. Jerrin… as a
girl? That was strange, but the
evidence of his sheets said his body didn’t care. He’d been having a lot of weird dreams since they’d come
back. He cleaned himself up, and made up
his bed. He bundled up the soiled
sheets, and stuffed them deep in the hamper.
In a mansion full of teenage boys he was sure it happened a lot, but it
was still embarrassing.
He sat down by his
window. The dream wasn’t leaving him
this time. The feelings, scents, and
tastes were so vivid and clear. He’d
never had erotic dreams that were so… real
before. He could even taste the hint of
metallic blood when he’d broken the tender skin of her neck… A wave of dizziness flooded him.
He saw himself, nude, teeth bared, his tail holding Jerrin
by the throat as he… (or was it she…?) knelt to fellate him. Of him sexually using Jerrin, who at times
was female, and at others male, until they were both raw from it. Being unable to stop the rutting until he
collapsed in sheer exhaustion. He whimpered and covered his head, curling
up in a ball, but the memories wouldn’t stop either…
Kurt sat in the kitchen as
dawn broke, drinking from a mug of cocoa.
That explained why Jerrin had been acting so strange and jittery. He’d been raped by someone he considered a
friend. He, Kurt, had raped
Jerrin. The grownups knew, they had to;
the evidence would have been all over them.
The clean up job must have been… unpleasant.
He sipped again, and
wondered if he was bi-sexual now, too.
He had to talk to him… find out why… how Jerrin could be a girl, and a guy?
His memories were clear on that, but it made no sense to Kurt. At first, he’d… no, she’d… had breasts, nice
ones, although smallish for her frame.
Then later, they were gone, and Jerrin had a penis. Argh.
Only one person could clear this up, but Kurt could wait until he got
up.
Jaime padded barefoot into
the kitchen for a Capri-sun. “Wanna
watch cartoons?”
Kurt shook his head. “No.
I need to talk to Jerrin.” Okay,
that was an understatement. “Could you go see if he’s up yet?”
“Sure,” Jaime trotted off,
sucking on his drink. He came back a
few minutes later. “He’s not in his
room. The door’s open and the bed is
still made. Did he go somewhere?”
No. No, Nein! This
couldn’t be happening… Not now… He
ported to Mr. Logan’s room and pounded on the door. Heavy stomps approached, and his teacher tore the door open,
growling wordlessly at him. “He’s
gone. Jerrin’s gone, sir… And I remember…”
Immediately the anger was
wiped from Logan’s face, as he watched Kurt struggle not to cry. “Wait in the living room, kid. I’ll go round up the usual suspects.”
It wasn’t long before most of the
mansion’s residents were grumbling and stumbling into the room. Kurt was doing his best to keep his
composure, but he kept wiping his eyes, which insisted on watering.
“What’s the matter, Kurt?” his
sister said, but he didn’t answer.
Logan came back into the room and
faced the kids. “Our guest is gone, and
I wanna know where he is. He never went
to his room last night, and my nose tells me he vanished off the balcony,
surrounded by most of you. Talk!”
“He, uh, didn’t want to stay… looked
to me like he sort of… teleported,” Rogue said.
“That’s a lie,” Kurt snapped. “He wouldn’t have left without telling
me. And I… I really need to talk to
him… As soon as possible.”
“For God’s sake,” Kitty said. “Why are you clinging to him? We know he molested you, but the staff won’t
admit it for some reason. He’s gone, so
let it go.”
Kurt stared at her, and then gave a
little laugh that sounded hysterical, even to him. “Molested? You don’t get
it. None of you do. He didn’t molest me… He didn’t… I remember everything now, and I know that…
I don’t know why, but… I. Raped. Him.”
They stared back at him, aghast…
“No, that can’t be true,” Kitty said, starting to cry. “You’re not remembering things right.”
He was crying too, unashamedly. “You think I want it to be true? But I remember it all, and I have to ask him
to forgive me… and you sent him away!”
“Maybe it’s some kind of mind trick
he played on you,” Rogue said.
Dr. McCoy shook his head. “I’m afraid not. The physical evidence all points to Kurt being the donor of most of the
DNA, and the bite marks left on Jerrin’s neck and shoulders are consistent with
Kurt’s teeth.
“For what it’s worth,” the Professor
said. “Mr. MacLean insisted that Kurt
had been drugged, and the incidents were not Kurt’s fault. He blamed the people from the lab for his
trauma.”
“I have to hear that from him,” Kurt
whispered. “I need him to forgive
me. So… we need to find him. Now.”
Scott stepped up. “Sir, I take responsibility. Jean and I, along with Rogue and Kitty were
the ringleaders. We’ll take Kurt to
find him.”
Logan gave him a hard look, and then
turned to the Professor, who nodded.
“Take the van, and keep in touch.”
An impossibly long time later, Kurt
stood on the spot where he’d met Jerrin.
There was nothing there. They
waited by the van while he stared at the ground, thinking. Finally he turned to Jean, “Tell the
Professor we need to go to New York City.
He’ll be in Times Square.”
* * *
They were halfway to the City when
Jean straightened up. “The Professors
said you’ve got the right idea, Kurt. Mr.
Logan went to the bus station, and MacLean was in there last night, buying a
ticket to the city.”
Kitty had camped in front of the
computer station, doing something with it.
“What did he do for money?” she said.
“The lab guys took his credit card, and we didn’t find it.”
Kurt shrugged. “Maybe it was in his case.” He looked blankly at the passing
landscape. Kitty couldn’t or wouldn’t
face him, and Scott busied himself driving, leaving Jean and Rogue to take
turns between navigating and trying to keep Kurt from falling apart. And he… he was examining every facet of
himself, trying to find the flaw that made him attack… He shook his head, refusing to pursue the
thought. It kept returning, with the
result that he was mentally chasing his tail the whole trip. When they gave him food, he ate it, but that
comment were probably the first words he’d spoken since they’d set out for the city.
It took Scott a while to find a
parking place near the Square, and while he looked for one, Kitty came over to
him. “Kurt, I’m really sorry… I’ve been
working on these…” She handed him a
printout. On it he saw it had the words
“Missing” in big letters at the top.
Under that was a serious photo of Jerrin under his ‘normal’ illusion
ability, next to a picture of the open blue case with the dobro inside. Lastly was Jerrin’s name and description.
He smiled sadly at her. “Thanks a lot, Kitty. This should help.” She passed them out to the others, and they made their way to the
Square. They pestered tourists, panhandlers,
hustlers and the assorted freaks that haunted the place, showing them the
flyers.
Finally one flamboyant individual
knew something useful. His purple
Mohawk matched his eye shadow and lipstick, and the metal studs in his face
echoed the ones in his leather clothing.
“Yeah, I saw him. He’s got it
bad, poor dear. He’s over there,
playing every broken-hearted love song in the Beatles catalog. He’s tripping me out, actually.”
Only Rogue’s grip on his arm made
Kurt to stay and hear him out. The moment
the man finished talking Kurt tried to pull away, but she wouldn’t hear any of
it. “We stick together!” she hissed.
“Absolutely,” Scott agreed. As they headed in the direction Mohawk-man
pointed, they could hear Jerrin performing ‘Yesterday’. When he finished there was a scattering of
applause from his listeners, and a rustle and jingle of money into his case.
The singer drank some water, and
then his shoulders hunched when they approached him from behind. “I don’t have anything else to say to you,”
Jerrin said. “I did what you
asked.” His speaking voice was weary
and nearly devoid of inflection.
“Even to me? I had to find you,” Kurt said. Jerrin turned around and Kurt gasped. The haunted look on Jerrin’s face was
matched only by the one Kurt saw in his own reflection.
“You shouldn’t have come, Kurt. I’m fine, really.” He was lying, and they all knew it.
Kurt snorted. “You look as fine as I feel. I remember, Jerrin. And I need to talk to you about it. Not to mention that you promised to explain
a lot of things to me, and you haven’t done that yet.”
Dark gray eyes closed. “Dear Lord, no.” He sighed. “And what
about them?”
“We’re sorry,” Scott said. “We shouldn’t have judged you like
that. You were right, we didn’t understand
what was going on.”
“And the point is,” Rogue said,
“Kurt can’t get over this without you…”
“…So please come back,” Kitty
said. “We… We only…” She burst into
tears.
“… We only wanted to protect him,”
Jean finished for her.
“Is this what you want?” he asked
Kurt softly. “Are you sure?”
“Yes. I can’t… deal with this… by myself. I need your help.” He put
his hand on Jerrin’s shoulder, watching him stiffen slightly, eyes flicking to
look at Kurt’s hand, and then back to his face.
“As you wish.” Kurt recognized the Princess Bride quote,
but Jerrin wouldn’t meet his eyes as gathered up the cash he’d received and
packed his case. He walked across the
Square and approached a ragged-looking woman holding a sign that said
“Kids/Sick/Hungry”. He handed her the
money. “Go. Put this somewhere safe.”
Kurt immediately added his own cash, as the woman thanked them heartily.
“But, you don’t know what she’s
going to do with it,” Kitty said.
Jerrin smiled at her. “That’s not the point of giving, which is to
plant a seed in a spirit of hope.”
Scott pulled out his wallet and gave the woman all his bills; almost at
the same time that Jean did the same.
Kitty and Rogue shrugged and joined in.
“Be safe, sister,” Jerrin said.
“Use it well.”
“Bless you, sir. I will.”
She hurried away.
Kurt heard him whisper, “I can use
all the blessings I can get.” In the
van, he settled in the back. As they
left the City, he started singing, a’ capella…
“I'm so tired, I haven't slept a wink. I'm so tired; my mind is on the blink.
I wonder should I get up, and fix myself a drink…No, no,
no.
I'm so tired, I don't know what to do. I'm so tired; my mind is set on you.
I wonder should I call you, but I know what you would do:
“You'd say, I'm putting you on, but it's no joke, it's
doing me harm.
You know I can't sleep, I can't stop my brain. You know it's three weeks, I'm going insane.
You know I'd give you everything I've got, for a little
peace of mind
“I'm so tired, I'm feeling so upset. Although I'm so tired, I'll have another
cigarette.
And curse Sir Walther Raleigh; he was such a stupid get.
“You'd say, I'm putting you on, but it's no joke, it's
doing me harm.
You know I can't sleep, I can't stop my brain. You know it's three weeks, I'm going insane!
You know, I'd give you everything I've got, for a little
peace of mind.
I'd give you everything I've got for a little peace of
mind.
I'd give you everything I've got for a little peace of
mind…”
“Isn’t that word pronounced ‘git’?”
Jean said.
“Who am I to argue with Mr.
Lennon? Besides, he’s dead.” His head drooped, then lifted again. “I actually know more than just Beatles songs,”
he said, to no one in particular. “Mom
is quite fond of the Moody Blues. I
even do modern stuff.” He shook his
head, blinking hard. “It’s just… I
haven’t slept in days… and it’s all that’s coming to mind.”
“You should rest. It’s a long drive back to Bayville.” Kurt laid the padded case along the back
wall, and put his jacket on top of it.
“Thank you, Kurt.” He laid his long body down, his feet
reaching to the second row of seats.
Kurt sat on the side bench in the back to keep him company. Jerrin turned, struggling to find a
comfortable position, then settled.
Just before his eyes closed, he curled his hand over Kurt’s tail where
it lay limply on the floor.
Kurt looked down, surprised. He encircled the hand with a loop of blue,
and felt a gentle squeeze in return.
That trusting grip enabled Kurt to finally doze off as well.
A/N: Sorry for all the lyrics. I’m told they can be tiresome, but that song
just worked for me. “As you
wish.” Kurt recognized the Princess
Bride quote… In the Book and Movie of that name, when Wesley said, “As you
wish” to Buttercup, he was really saying, “I love you.”
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