Hell Hath No Fury ... | By : KerwinLS Category: X-Men: (All Movies) > Slash - Male/Male > Logan/Kurt Views: 1813 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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HELL HATH NO FURY . . .
AFTERMATH I have just crossed the lawn and started into the woods when I hear running footsteps behind me. Alarmed, I start to turn but then Logan’s voice calls out, “Kurt! Wait up!” Of course, I wait. “What are ya doin’ out of the infirmary, darlin’,” he demands, as soon as he gets to me. “I’m healing vell from the surgery and the infection is mostly gone. Angelita said I did not need to be there anymore. In fact, she told me some light exercise vould be good for me, so I am taking a valk.” “And ya didn’t even invite me along?” “It is so early, I vas sure you vould still be asleep and I did not vish to disturb you. Why are you up at this hour anyvay?” “I ain’t been sleepin’ so good lately. Too many dreams.” He looks rather dejected, so I stroke the side of his face gently with the tip of my tail. “I vill be there tonight, mein Schatz.” He brightens up at that thought. “You’re really OK then?” “Ja.” Seeing the glimmer in his eyes, I add quickly, “Vell, maybe not quite that OK. Hank says no anal sex for a good long vhile. And nothing too rough even then.” He captures the flattened end of my tail, which is hovering in his vicinity, and kisses the underside. “That still leaves us many possibilities, darlin’.” “Ja, it does indeed.” “Maybe we should go back right now and –“ He leaves the rest hanging. “I have been lying in bed in the infirmary for over three veeks. Right now, I feel the need to move around in the fresh air and sunshine again.” “No problem. OK if I join you?” “Sure.” We walk along for a time in silence. The green of the leaves and bushes surrounding me seems brighter than usual and the variety of nature delights my eyes, after staring at the beige walls of the infirmary for so long. “Are we going someplace in particular or just walkin’?” “Ve are going to my favorite spot down by the shore of the lake.” “Isn’t that kind of far away for your first walk?” “Not if ve cheat a little.” I grab him and ‘port us both a couple of miles closer. “There! Now it is not nearly so far. Was ist los, Logan? You look a little green around the gulls.” “You know I hate to be teleported, Elf. And that’s supposed to be ‘gills’, not ‘gulls’.” I give him a puzzled look. “Who cares? It makes no more sense one vay or the other.” I am mostly just teasing him, to take his mind off the momentary nausea teleporting usually causes him. I put my hand in his and pull him along. “Come on. Ve are almost to the lake. I can see it betveen the trees. It is beautiful early in the morning. Besides, you vere glad enough to be ‘ported avay from Victor’s grasp, vere you not?” “Yeah. Uh – that reminds me. Darlin, we have to talk.” “Isn’t that supposed to be my line?” I say lightly. “I’m bein’ serious, Kurt. There’s something I’ve got to ask you, but I wanted to give you some time to recover first.” “Vell, I am now recovered. Vhat is it you vould like to know?” “Are ya mad at me for screwin’ around with Victor while I was gone?” “That depends. Are you mad at me for screwing around with Storm and Mystique, vhile you vere gone?” “No. Surprised maybe, especially about Mystique. Not angry. After all, we’ve always said we had an open relationship, haven’t we?” “Then you have my answer already. Surprised, ja. Angry, nein.” “Good. I just needed to make sure there was no misunderstanding between us about what happened.” “There is not. But I vish you had told me about it sooner, so I vould have known before Victor told me.” “I was still trying to absorb all the things he had told me about my past. I woulda told ya after I’d gotten it all straightened out. Like I said, the right time just never seemed to come.” “I believe you.” I could tell there was more bothering him than just that. “Vhat is it you are not saying, even now?” “I – well, it wasn’t just that I had sex with him. That’s not the worst of it. The worst is that I loved it. I loved it so much that I spent an entire month with him, and almost made it the rest of my life. Yet it was awful. Brutal and vicious and bloody.” “I can imagine.” “But something about it was – how can I describe it so that you’ll understand? It was very satisfying in some ways. I didn’t have to be careful not to damage him, like I do with everyone else. Does that make sense?” “Yes, actually, it does.” Of course he would enjoy it with a partner who is not so fragile as I am, so easily damaged if he loses control. With another mutant who heals as he does, he could let himself go, do what he really wants to do. I can never give him that. I take a breath, as I prepare to ask a question of my own, aware that I may not like the answer. “How much vere you tempted to stay vith him?” “I – uh – Very much. I very nearly did. I’m sorry, Elf, but I’d be lyin’ if I said otherwise.” “I understand, and I prefer truth to lies. So vhy did you not stay?” “For one thing, all the stuff he told me about what we had done together when we were younger – Well, some of it just wasn’t what I wanted to do anymore. All the wars, the fighting and killing. I dunno. After the wars were over, the world wasn’t a whole lot better that I could notice.” He shrugs. “I didn’t want to live like that, and I knew I would have to, if I stayed with Victor.” “Then vhy did you remain there so long? Other than the sex, that is.” “I guess I wanted to find out as much about my past as I could, before I told him I was going back to you.” He held up his hands, as if to ward off my next words before I could say them. “I know, I know. That was stupid and I’m sorry.” “So am I,” I retort. “But there’s no use crying over spilt milk, is there?” “Hey, ya got that one right!” “Ja. But at least I vas not the one who spilled the milk in the first place,” I remind him. We both get a laugh out of that. “Look, there is the lake just ahead of us.” We hurry the rest of the way through the trees. The water sparkles in the early morning sun, as a light breeze skips over the surface. I drink in the expanse of blue, fringed with green vegetation. Ah, I have missed this so! I have always thought that my soul would wither and die if I did not have such beauty to look upon now and then. Yes, nature is cruel and uncaring, yet that is what our eyes seek out, that is what they are meant to view. I stand as if transfixed, drinking it all in. “C’mon, darlin’. Let’s sit down here against this tree and be comfortable. I just happen to have a couple of granola bars in my pocket, the chocolatey ones you like so much. Want one?” “Ja. I am a bit tired out from the valk, after being in bed for so long.” I settle next to him, leaning my head on his shoulder as his arm goes around me. I take the granola bar and nibble on it, wanting to make the taste last as long as possible. Logan devours his in three bites. He seems somewhat tense as we sit together, staring across the lake. “Uh – Elf? There was more I wanted to tell you, beyond what I’ve said already.” I wince, not sure if there is any more he can say that I truly want to know. But I am the one who places so much importance on honesty and openness, so I cannot refuse. “Go on.” “Remember after I first came back, I told you about that time I thought about you sleeping in my arms just before I left, and how much I missed you? What I didn’t tell you was that it happened while I was lying next to Victor, after we had fucked until we were both so bad off that we could do nothing but lie there waiting to heal. That’s when I made up my mind. The next morning I told him I was leaving.” I almost burst out laughing, mostly from relief. “And you expect that to bother me?” He shrugs uncertainly. “If anything, it makes me feel better.”While AFF and its agents attempt to remove all illegal works from the site as quickly and thoroughly as possible, there is always the possibility that some submissions may be overlooked or dismissed in error. The AFF system includes a rigorous and complex abuse control system in order to prevent improper use of the AFF service, and we hope that its deployment indicates a good-faith effort to eliminate any illegal material on the site in a fair and unbiased manner. This abuse control system is run in accordance with the strict guidelines specified above.
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