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Changing Realities
When Loki took Shaylee from the psychiatric prison, he returned her to the place he had prepared for her. Afterwards, he went back to tie up a few loose ends and finish some business there.
The first thing Shay did was to shower extensively. Privacy, hot water, her own shampoo and conditioner, her body wash, a razor, and shaving cream. All of it were luxuries she had taken for granted, but now knew the value of them very well. When she came out of the shower she slipped into her comfortable clothes and shoes.
Going into the bedroom, she flopped down on the big comfortable bed. It was comfortable, spacious, and all hers. The blankets and sheets were as soft as mink. Loki never did anything halfway and always went all out. As royalty, he always expected the best. She rolled onto her back looking up at the ceiling that was very familiar to her before closing her eyes and taking a deep breath sighing contentedly.
“Settling back in I see.” She opened her eyes and sat up seeing Loki sitting on the back of the nearby couch, his arms resting on his thighs, his fingers laced together.
Shay sighed, “Alright go ahead.” She said bracing herself, “Chew me up good and hard, kick my ass, go on.”
Loki furrowed his brow looking at her, “Why would I do any of that?” He questioned, “I believe things were made quite clear when I retrieved you from your . . . ill-conceived escape into high security captivity.” Shay just remained still ready to take all the verbal yet eloquent abuse he had to throw at her. “Although I’m ready to consider it all water under the bridge, there is one aspect of your courageous flight towards what you then perceived freedom that needs to be addressed.” He stood up and walked to her starring directly into her eyes. “The manner in which you escaped. You have no idea how lucky you are to be alive, Shaylee with no training, no experience, You used a energy gem to open a portal between realms, dimensions. Even for Asgardian magic masters like myself it is an extremely dangerous and difficult power to control.” He reached out catching her jaw in his hand forcing her to look at him, “It is dangerous and unreliable enough, and most abandon the study and practice altogether. You should be dead. Do you understand the gravity of what I am saying to you?” He demanded. She winced at how tightly he was grasping her face.
“Yes.” She breathed, her hands flew up and wrapped around his wrist. “Yes!” Shay could hardly bare the pain of his merciless clutch.
“Don’t you ever presume to touch or use Asgardian technology without my permission again. Do you understand?” He repeated. She gave a slight nod tears beginning to stream from her a moment longer before releasing her. She gasped and fell back on her side, her hand rubbing the mark that would be a bruise by tomorrow. Loki walked away for a moment in silence, trying to regain his composure as a sort of madness had started to take hold of him. After a few more moments a smile swept his face and he turned back towards her, “Now. Supper.” He said clapping his hands together, “You’ve had a long day and I can only imagine how famished you must be.”
Shay was still quiet and gave a nod without looking at him. Loki turned and left the room to go see about dinner for the evening. Shaylee closed her eyes and lay back down still holding her sore face. She couldn’t tell anymore if this was the frying pan or the fire.
Intense Capers“What are you doing?” Shay said having changed into her pajama’s and brushed her teeth ready for bed. When she came into the bedchamber she found Loki settling into the bed.
“Waiting for you.” He said with his charming smile
“You’re sleeping here?” Shay asked.
“Among other things,” His charming smile turning into his notorious mischievous grin.
Shay crossed her arms starring at him, “What other things?”
Loki scoffed and then chuckled. “Why do you ask me such question? You know I’m going to answer them and then you’ll get embarrassed and turn interesting shades of red and sometimes even purple.”
“Oh my GOD! You are kidding me!” She exclaimed.
Loki’s brow furrowed, “What?”
“You said I was pregnant, that test returned positive! It looked like it was positive, it said positive!” Loki stood up seeing that she was becoming upset and walked to her.
“Yes, you are.” He confirmed. “So?” He started to reach for her but she swatted his hand away and stepped back Loki just stared at her not understand.
“So you’ve done your part, I’m pregnant. The deed is done. So . . .” She shooed him with her hands, “Go home so I can go to bed!”
He starred at her another moment before he began to laugh. Loki walked closer to her, “Oh darling, that bizarre sense of humor is one of my favorite things about you.” He reached for her again but she stepped back out of his reach once more. Loki’s smile faded a bit, “Alright, getting a bit less amusing now.” Loki lowered his hand and stood straight. He crossed his arms, “Why don’t you tell me how you think this is going to play out, and then I’ll show you where you’re wrong.”
Shay sighed and threw up her arms walking away. She sat down crossing her arms and legs. “I’ve only been back a day, I haven’t even gotten any sleep at all, I’m exhausted and you . . . you . . .” She sighed in frustration and shook her head.
“That may be the case, and I can sympathize and understand that. What’s giving me trouble is why you think you’ll be evicting me from this bed at any point.” Loki stepped closer, “Yes, you are carrying my child. Which is what I have wanted from the beginning. But that is all, the only thing that has changed.” He reached down and grasped her upper arm jerking her to her feet, “Everything else remains the same.” His voice was stern and the look in his eyes was enough to turn her blood cold. “Now more than ever, it’s time for you to accept that you are my woman. There is nothing for you to fight against anymore. I am your keeper, your only alli, your lover . . .”
Shaylee clinched her jaw and stared back, “And my bully?” For some reason that struck a chord in him. He released her arm never breaking his gaze. Shay rubbed the spot that he’d been clutching like a vice, so tight it made her hand go numb. Perhaps it was because the bruises on her jaw where he’d grabbed her before caught his eye. He stepped back staring at Shay, realizing how brutal he was being, and how fragile her human body was.
Loki looked as though he was in shock having just had a revelation, insight into himself. Without another word, he turned and left. He reached out and ripped open a portal and stepped through it before it closed behind him.
Shay sighed and walked over getting in bed and turning out the light.
Starting AgainLoki arrived in Shaylee’s room, “Heads up!” Shay shouted running passed Loki nearly knocking him over. “No, no! Go back the other way!” He heard her shout in the next room and down the hallway. It fell silent a moment and Loki started to following after her. However she came flying back around the corner, “Make a hole!” She shouted nearly knocking him over again when she ran by.
Now he followed more quickly to see what in the world was going on. Rounding the corner he saw 2 servants shuffling around with Shaylee. “Here,” Shay said moving one to the floor, “You stay here, don’t cast your shadow over the open. “You stay here; don’t cast your shadow over the opening.” She stood up and caught the other one by the arm, “Go to the wall on the other side in the hall and bang this as loud as you can against the wall. Go on.” The servant nodded and disappeared with Shaylee’s direction.
Loki wasn’t sure what was happening but she certainly had his attention. He crossed his arms and watched. A few minutes passed and then the loud thundering noise shook the wall. Suddenly a white fuzzy creature came shooting out of the opening in the wall that was immediately closed off by the servant Shaylee had placed at the wall. Before it disappeared Shaylee caught it in her hands. She smiled, “Gotcha!” She said with a tone of triumph. The servants bowed to Loki before immediately going back about their duties. “Oh you spoil sport, we were having fun.” It was true, every time Loki was around the servants wouldn’t speak or raise their eyes.
“I imagine they get away with quite a lot in my absence. When I’m here they remember their place, you being from one of the most liberal places in Midgard, I don’t expect to know or practice the proper protocols.” He walked closer to her, “What is that strange creature?”
“It’s a baby rat.” She said holding it up for him to see, “He’s been chewing away in the walls at night.”
“Vermin?” He said in surprise and horror.
“No, wild rats aren’t white, and it would have already bitten me 4 times.” She looked at him, “I thought this was your world and you created it. Why do you seem shocked by this little guy?”
“I told you, it was taken from your world and time. It didn’t occur to me that it was infested.” Loki said.
“It’s not infested, it’s just this little guy.” She said scratching his chin. Loki scoffed quite irritated.
“We’ll have to do something about this.” Loki grumbled.
Shay frowned, “You aren’t going to hurt hum.” She said shielding the creature with her hand.
“You’re not going to keep it.” Loki said shooting her a look.
“No, I’m going to take him outside to that hill where the horizon ends.” She said, “Probably been looking for the way out this entire time.” With that she turned and left the room to do as she said.
Loki sighed and shook this head; Shay was always full of surprises. He knew how fond she was of animals, which is why it was devoid of animals in this place. He didn’t want her attention divided or distracted from him. He was still wary about it now even though she was pregnant. Loki was jealous of Shay in general, it was in his nature to be jealous of what he considered to be his. Now, Shay was his and he wanted all of her attention to himself.
A little while later Shaylee returned to her rooms which were now put in order and cleaned from top to bottom. She actually seemed a bit disappointed by that. She went into the bedroom and took off her hoodie.
“So? Is it gone?” Loki was lying on his side propped up on his elbow with his fingers laced together, and his ankles crossed.
“I thought you rode horses?” Shay said putting her sweater away and changing her shirt while she was still in the closet.
“I do. Frequently. The bridge to the biofrost platform is several miles out from the city. Would be quite the walk.” Loki answered, “Why?”
“You act like you hate animals.” She said coming back out of the closet.
“Quite to the contrary I assure you.” He turned over and got up walking around the bed closer to her, “Vermin however, I have quite a different view.” He reached out to take her hand and instantly she stepped back. Not in defiance, but almost cowering away from him. He’d hurt her, he’d hardly been gentle since retrieving her from Midgard. He held up his hand in surrender and took a step back. There was a moment of awkward silence. “Did they serve you the tea I sent?” He questioned.
Another moment of deafening silence before Shay’s eyes turned downcast and she nodded. “It’s why the bruises disappeared so fast, wasn’t it?”
Loki’s eyes were turned down slightly as he would never hang his head. He was far too proud and of royal birth. “It seemed . . . cruel to inflict them on you and that you should have to suffer further. It takes forever for such marks to heal on humans.” His eyes returned to her again finding she still hadn’t looked up at him.
Shay swallowed the knot in her throat and slowly raised her eyes towards him. His voice sounded somewhat remorseful for his actions. “It was because I ran away, wasn’t it.” She said softly.
“No.” He stated. “It was because I was angry. You did what anyone held captive against their wishes would do. I suspected it for sometime after bringing you here. I watched over you most of your life, I knew you had a fighters heart.” He admitted. “I was angry because you won’t submit yourself to me.”
“I’ve submitted to you. Many times.” She said a little confused.
Loki shook his head, “That isn’t what I mean Shaylee.” He said seriously. “You won’t give me your heart. It is this that I want more than even the child that resides within you. I want you to pledge yourself to me. Everything you are, everything you’re going to be, all of you.”
She was silent staring at him. “You never said that to me before.”
Loki stepped closer towards her, “I did not realize that it is what I wanted before.” He confessed.
Another long silence filled the air between them and Shay’s eyes turned downcast once again before Shay’s voice spoke in the softest whisper, “I don’t know how.” Loki stepped closer still.
“To be honest, neither do I.” He said gently. Shay looked up at him seeing sincerity in his eyes that had never been there before. Loki held out his hand to her, not grabbing at her like he usually did. Shay was nervous, he had such violent mood swings and he was so strong. Yet slowly and timidly she placed her hand in his and looked up at him again. A small smile gracing his lips.
One Step at a Time“Good morning my dear.” Loki said coming into Shaylee’s room. “How are you feeling this glorious morning?” He leaned down and kissed her cheek.
Shay looked up at him putting down her orange juice. “What are you doing here?” She asked, “You’re never here in the morning.”
“Ah yes, but today is a very special day.” He said with a grin. “Have you finished your breakfast?”
“Yeah. Not very hungry today.” She said softly.
“Excellent!” Shay gave him a look at his excitement. He pulled her chair back and took her hand, “Come along.” He said nearly dragging her with him.
They left her rooms into the hallway where Loki opened a portal. Before she could say anything or protest they stepped through and it closed behind them. It took a moment for Shay to regain her senses, but when she did, her eyes went wide. Slowly she turned looking around in awe.
It was night, and it was beautiful, the pitch black sky was filled with stars that sparkled like diamonds. Even though it was dark, she could still see the beauty that surrounded her. Blooming flowers, crisp clean fresh grass, the smell of sweet air. When she turned against she saw a large beautiful mansion. Like the estate grounds you would read about in Pride and Prejudice, or some such novels. “What is this place?”
Loki smiled, “Home.” He took her hand and wrapped her arm around his, taking her to the house, to show her everything. “I made all of it for you.”
This snapped her attention right back to Loki as she starred at him with wide eyes, “What?”
Gently“So? What do you think?” Loki asked as he came into the exceedingly large and plush bedchambers. “You’ve had two days to look and explore the estate grounds. Does it please you?”
Shay stood from where she’d been sitting and gave a nod. “It’s magnificent. Everything is so wonderful. It’s like something out of . . . like something the British Aristocracy would have in the 1600’s.
“And completely vermin free, I assure you.” He said with a wink and a smile.
“I thought it was time more suitable accommodation was arranged. Keeping in mind of course that you always were fascinated by, as you say, the British countryside and aristocracy.” Loki was incredibly proud of all the work he’d done, and seeing the awe and wonder in Shaylee’s eyes is exactly what he wanted. She was struck speechless, not knowing what to say or do.
“How do you . . . I mean . . . how do I thank you for all this?” She asked softly.
Loki was silent as he walked closer to her. Shay seemed a bit unnerved by this, as though she wanted to step away but held her ground. He came to a stop close to her looking down into her eyes. “Give me a chance?” He requested.
“A chance?”
“Yes. To make up for my boorishness. My cruelty, and abuse.” He explained.
“How?” Shay was genuinely at a loss.
Loki held out his hands to her patiently waiting. After a moment she carefully placed hers in his. He smiled seeing she was making an effort. Shay closed her eyes taking a nervous breath. “But at least tell me why? Please?”
Loki furrowed his brow, “Why? What do you mean?”
Shay bit her lip slightly, “Why you want to keep . . . sleeping with me, when I’m already pregnant?”
This was surprising and he arched his brow finding it an odd question. Definitely unexpected. “Shaylee,” He began with half a laugh, “Darling. DO you not enjoy the act itself? Have I not been generous in my touch?”
“Well,” She was blushing red now and looked down hardly able to say a word. She cleared her throat, “What I mean to say, is . . . well, I’m pregnant now . . . and well, I . . . I . . .”
He grinned as it was apparent she did like it but was to proud and embarrassed by the subject to admit it. “It’s not shameful, Shaylee. To enjoy yourself. You are meant to. A man and woman giving each other pleasure and holding one another’s bodies in intimate embrace is as natural as breathing my darling.” He touched her chin raising her gaze to him. “It’s supposed to be fun, not just for procreation. If that is all it was for it wouldn’t be nearly as pleasurable and life would have died out long ago.” She looked as if there was something more she wanted to say but the words wouldn’t come and she turned her eyes downcast once more.
The God carefully reached up and stroked her face tracing the line as he looked into her eyes. His eyes were beautiful, his voice was bewitching, no woman could resist his charms, he was so handsome. Slowly he leaned forward and took a gentle but anxious kiss as he savored her taste and the feel of her lips. Then the kiss parted and they stood still, their lips nearly touching, their eyes closed. It was as though time stood still. Reaching up Loki cupped her face with both hands kissing her more anxiously then before but staying as gentle as he could. “Give me a chance?” He asked once more. Shay hesitated but then gave a timid nod.
Loki smiled and kissed her once more before he swept her up into his arms and carried her over to the massive plush and comfortable bed. Gently he lay her down as he lay with her. Looking down into her eyes he stroked her soft warm face again.
“Tonight is all about you, Shaylee.” He said gently. “I want to show you, how beautiful you really are. I’m going to love all of you, every part of you.” His voice was soft like a gentle lullaby, his hands never leaving her body. He started to kiss her again but she turned her face away.
“I wish it were so easy, Loki.” She whispered gazing into his eyes. He started to kiss her again, but she turned her face away. Loki paused knowing her pride was what dictated her actions now. To proud to give in to his desires, or her own.
Loki kissed her neck, then her cheek, then her ear before breathing gently, “IT will be, given time.” His touches were soft and tender, like the gentle sound of his voice. “You have to stop fighting yourself Shaylee. This is a different world, a different time, a different reality. Let go, leave behind all those ideas of shame, wrong or right. Everything is different now, here with me.” Reaching up he rested his hand on her chest over her heart, “There is nothing to be afraid of, nothing to be ashamed of. You’re free from all that confined you in your old life. All that rejection, all that negativity is gone, over and done with.” He kissed her ear and neck feeling the way her breath deepened in her chest. Her eyes closed as she drifted and lost herself in the sound of his voice.
“What do I do?” She whispered.
He smiled and took a kiss from her lips ever so tenderly. “Close your eyes, and trust me.” He whispered, “I promise, I give you my word.” He said softly. She looked up at him looking into his eyes. “Trust me.” He breathed. Shay swallowed the knot in her throat, then closed her eyes.
Loki grinned feeling her submit to him, then kissed her hungrily resting his hand against her face.
RecoveryLoki gazed at Shaylee, stroking her hair as she slept. She was exhausted and couldn’t keep her eyes open any longer. He’d worn her out completely until there wasn’t an ounce of energy left in her body. She really was lovely, her true beauty shining now as she was completely relaxed. It was a rare sight as she was so guarded while she was awake, and even sometimes while she slept.
He couldn’t take his eyes off the lovely creature that lay in his arms now. Shay was at a weak point now. Having been taken captive by Loki, than to escape him, only to be captured and abused by her own kind. Now she was safe here with him, and she had to learn to trust him, trust that he would care for her and their child.
The child, the child that he had wanted and sought after for quite some time. It wasn’t an offhand spur of the moment thought he woke up with one morning. He’d looked for someone with a high almost perfect level of compatibility. Shay was it. More than just physically, she was different then other Midgardians and he liked her. The way she was, the way her mind worked, her very personality. Shay was amusing without trying to be. Mischief seemed to follow and surround her, her entire life.
He couldn’t help but wonder what life held in store for the future. What it would be like after the baby was born, how Shaylee would be then? What about the child? Would it be a son? Or would it be a daughter? What would they look like? Perhaps Shaylee’s beautiful hair, his glowing eyes, they were both pale in complexion. He couldn’t see how the children he sired with Shay would be anything but gorgeous.
A small smile tugged at the corner of his mouth as he recalled certain moments in the evening. The few times, the first time she let herself go and be emerged completely in the freedom and pleasure he gave her. It was absolutely beautiful as he felt her body tremble in his arms. Shay surrendered to him completely and it was absolutely glorious and addictive.
When he first brought her to her pleasure threshold he felt her start to pull back, but he whispered to her in her ear talking her through it. “Shh, there’s a good girl. That’s it, its alright darling, relax, that’s a girl.” He whispered encouragement in her ear never stopping his movements and thus giving her what she needed to really release for the first time. To allow herself the joy and pleasures of the flesh. To enjoy his intimate embrace. He was the only man she had ever been with, the only man she would ever be with.
This was a good place, so many walls and apprehensions were confronted and broken down. They could start again, begin anew. She was naked now, her barriers and defenses were down. It’s where they needed to be. He couldn’t take his eyes off of her innocent peaceful beauty. He’d never seen this side of her before, and it simply endeared her to his heart all the more. Having watched her most of her life, he knew it was possible he was the only one to see this side of her.
It was a privilege and honor he did not take for granted. No one but him would ever see. As privileged as he felt, he was also jealous of it and didn’t want to share it or her with anyone or anything. He wanted her to be his and his alone. 10 times more than the day before.
Leaning down he kissed her tenderly on her forehead. He was perfectly content to lie here gazing at the beauty wrapped in his arms, never wanting to let her go again.
Future PlansLoki went out to the terrace where he was told Shay was when he arrived. It was good news as she hadn’t been spending much time outdoors lately. It seemed she had developed a certain amount of photosensitivity. The light hurt her eyes and sometimes gave her a headache.
He smiled seeing her feed the wild birds with crumbs of bread. Still indulging in her love of animals. It was why he made such a wide array of wild life in this place. Except rats. He never considered them before, but now he found himself truly despising them.
“Good afternoon dear.” He rested his hands on her shoulders leaning down and kissing her cheek. “You’re looking beautiful today.” He stepped around the cushioned marble bench and sat down beside her. “How are you feeling?”
Shay sighed a little and sat back in her seat. “I don’t know.” She said honestly. “You weren’t here when I woke up.”
“Duties in Asgard demanded my immediate attention. I would have put them off if it were possible, but I had no choice I’m afraid.” Reaching over he took her hand in his. “I wanted to be, very much.”
“What happens now?” Shay asked softly.
“That’s up to you isn’t it?” Loki answered, “You’ve made your own way to this point. It’s you who has to decide where you go now.”
“I feel numb.” She admitted, “I can’t think or feel anything.” She looked down, “I guess . . . the only option I have left . . . is to follow you.”
Loki grinned rather pleased with her response. The frame of mind he would have preferred her to be in from the beginning. She was so vulnerable and looking desperately for something or someone to hold onto, and there was only him.
Loki kissed her hand and looked at her with a smile. “If that is how you feel, then finally we can begin.” He started to lean in, then rolled his eyes with an annoyed sigh.
Shay frowned seeing his reaction, “What’s wrong?”
“Unfortunately. We will have to wait. I’m needed back on Asgard.” He patted her hand, holding it tight.
She looked around before looking at him again, “How do you do that?” She’d seen this happen before. His randomly stand and say he was needed back in his world or that he had to go. “Is it like a dog whistle or something? Only you can hear it?”
“It’s complicated my dear, I’ll have to explain it to you some day.” He stood and kissed her cheek. “Rest, you’ll need your strength for when I return.”
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