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Chapter 12: Sessions - Chapter 12
Loki sighed having been over books he hadn’t touched in years. He was long past his schooling days and all this was doing was frustrating him further. He waved his hand slamming the books across the room into the wall. He ran his fingers through his long black hair a few times before throwing back his chair and starting to pace. His hands clutching, then releasing, then clutching again.
There was pressure on him from every direction and absolutely no relief to be had from anywhere. He couldn’t involve Frigga further and Shaylee was so completely furious with him she didn’t even pretend or feign to humor him. She hadn’t spoken a word to him since he had hit her, much less allowed him near her, to touch her. It was maddening. The only thing . . . the only one who could comfort him now, . . . He paused, gritting his teeth feeling the coldness in her entire form when he neared her. Instantly he turned around and slammed his fist into the wall causing it to crack. The marble around his fist turning to dust. He’d struck her. After he swore over and over and over again that he would never touch her in anger, in a fit of madness ever again. But he did. He’d struck his pregnant wife.
He closed his eyes and with a deep sigh nearly collapsed forward against the cold wall. “I need you.” He breathed in a broken voice, “I need you so desperately. Don’t abandon me now.” He said breathing deeply.
“So you are changing the décor of your room.” Loki’s eyes opened hearing the last voice he wanted to hear in existence right now. “Are you looking for more of a post war feel to your bedchambers brother?” Thor said looking at the mess the damage of Loki’s temper caused.
“What do you want Thor.” Loki said in a low growl.
“You’ve chased the servants out of this wing completely. They become uncomfortable at the prospect of being in your path when you let your anger prevail over common sense.” Thor said in a pointed voice.
Loki clinched his jaw starting to grind his teeth before a smiled appeared on his lips as laughed. “To think. My brother, of all people in all the realms, chastising me for my anger and the ‘destruction’ it causes.” He turned looking at Thor, “I believe the last little outburst you had cost the lives of several hundred Gaskar.”
“A public service by exterminating a nascence. You on the other hand, are destroying perfectly good craftsmanship and the architects are not going to want to rebuild the rooms of someone who is just going to destroy them once the mortar dries.” Loki rolled his eyes walking back to the table intending to ignore his own personal ‘nascence’ until it went away. However the complaints mixed with terror at his younger brothers growing foul mood compelled him to remain.
“Are you really still here?” Loki snapped after a moment.
Thor knew if he didn’t soften his approach a little he was just going to infuriate his younger sibling more. “Loki, what’s troubling you?” He questioned. “Obviously something has you out of sorts these past few weeks and word of it is reaching beyond the palace walls.” That gave Loki pause, not wanting this to attract Odin’s attention. He closed his eyes and shook his head with a frustrated sigh. “Tell me.” Thor offered.
Loki rolled his eyes starting to walk away but Thor stepped in front of him holding up his hand. “Nothing that concerns you.” Loki said.
“I’m your brother, Loki. I have more love for you than anyone.” Loki suppressed the urge to vomit at the sentimentality, anything to shut up the blonde muscle bound favorite son. “Confide in me. Let me aid you in whatever it is that has you so upset. I will help you with it. To fix it, or resolve it, or defeat it. Whatever it calls for. I give you my word.” Loki sighed knowing the sound of Thor’s ‘resolve’ voice and he wasn’t going to go anywhere without meddling in something. He didn’t have time for this right now, but he had no choice but to humor his older brother. Hopefully as quickly as possible.
Frustration
It took two days to make up a small quest to throw Thor off of his back. Then an added layer of pretending everything was alright, he was relieved, the matter was resolved and behind him. It was overwhelming for even the God of mischief and pushed him well over the edge.
The doors of the bedchamber burst open, all the lights were out considering all the inhabitants of the estate were sound asleep. The noise caused Shaylee to wake startled her eyes unable to adjust to the darkness still half asleep. “Loki?” She said not knowing of anyone else who would storm through the house like that. He didn’t speak a word removing his coat, vest, and tunic tossing them to the ground leaving his body bare from the waist up as he walked to the bed. “What’s going on? Is something . . .” Before she could finish her question, Loki reached out pulling the blankets and linens off of her with one hand and cupping her face in his other, hooking his thumb under her chin as he devoured her lips. Needless to say she was startled even more feeling the onrush of passion.
She started to speak again but he wouldn’t allow a single word to pass her lips. Instead he pushed her back down on the bed as he crawled over her, running his hands down the length of her body. He hated this night attire that she wore. These ‘pajamas’. She wore them for comfort of course but they were the most unflattering thing he’d ever seen on a living creature . . . much less his bride. It was apparent not only did she not expect him, she honestly wanted nothing to do with him whatsoever.
Loki was an extremely passionate and sensual lover making it hard for her not to be swept up in the moment. However when she felt his hands grasp her clothing with the sound of ripping material soon following, accompanied by the feel of air on her bare body brought her back to herself.
“What are you doing?” She said bracing her hands against his chest, “Get off of me!” Shaylee demanded trying hopelessly to push him away. However he caught her wrists and laid them back down on the mattress pushing them up further on the bed beneath her pillow as he hungrily consumed her lips, her cheeks, beginning to kiss and caress her neck knowing all of the spots that made her squirm and writhe in need.
His knee slid between hers forcing her legs open as his hips pressed hard against her thighs, rolling against her. His member was hard as stone as he began to grind into her warm sex. The only thing keeping their bodies from interlocking were the leather trousers he still wore. Shaylee was starting to panic. He was just holding her firmly and disabling her completely with little effort, He wasn’t hurting her . . . yet. She didn’t want to make him angry, and he knew all the right moves and places to cause severe arousal. Her eyes closed as her breath deepened, her head leaning back into the pillow. Shay tried to keep control and a hold of all her wits but it was getting more difficult by the moment.
When she felt what little clothing was left on him disappear and felt him press into her entrance her eyes went wide as her entire body tensed. “Loki! Stop!” She said quickly bracing herself against him.
“Shhhh.” He whispered into her ear, lavishing gentle kisses and caresses to her throat and each side of her face. Her body started to relax as she gasped for air, and Loki started to enter her again. Before Shay could form any words Loki feasted on her taste once more. Shay whimpered into his mouth when he didn’t stop or slow down, her body becoming more tense by the moment. “I’m not going to hurt you darling. Just relax.” He breathed taking another deep passionate kiss.
Shaylee could hardly resist but it wasn’t her being hurt that was causing her fear. “STOP!” She cried out, “You’ll hurt the baby!”
Loki shook his head cupping her face in his hands, “No . . .” He breathed in between desperate kisses. “I’ll be gentle.” He reassured her against her lips, “I just want to love you.” He could still feel her resisting which he knew was going to hurt her if she didn’t calm down and submit. “Shaylee, please.” He whispered holding her in place beneath him not letting her have even the slightest bit of slack or space pinning her in place beneath him. He knew if he just let her go right now she’d run. “Let me love you.”
Hearing his voice, the sound of emotional pain was a cue that she had grown to know over time. It was a moment of openness, a small window into his vulnerability. Shay knew if she slammed it shut on him he would result in a swift mood change into anger in reaction to her rejection. Her body trembled but she slowly forced herself to relax beneath him. Taking that as an act of permission, Loki smiled against her lips in relief his hips beginning to roll against hers once more.
She kissed him back resting her hands on his arms, moving them up to his shoulders hardly able to keep them from shaking. Tears streamed down her face as he began to move inside of her with tender but passionate deep strokes.
Fears
Loki’s body melded against Shay’s back, resting contentedly with his arms around her, his face close to hers as he breathed in the soothing smell of her freshly showered hair mixed with the sweat of their passions. He hadn’t slept for days, and after making love to his beautiful Shaylee for several hours he drifted off into a peaceful slumber holding her in his arms.
Shay stared into the darkness towards the far wall feeling his breath on her neck. She was incredibly exhausted from his relentless determination to have her voice scream his name in ecstasy as many times as possible until realizing he had to let her rest hearing her throat ran dry and she became hoarse from those screams. Yet she couldn’t sleep. She hadn’t felt this way since before they were married. Before Kameron was born. Before their daughter came into existence. She’d forgotten how helpless she felt when he took her virginity, stole her wits, and ravaged her body. The feeling of ecstasy confused and tangled in the terror of having your will ripped away from you. Being powerless to stop yourself, to stop your . . . . assailant from having his way with you.
The God, her ‘husband’ was true to his word. Although relentless, he was gentle, and attentive. Only a few times did he have to restrain her beneath him when her terror began to overwhelm her, and he released her once she stopped resisting him and continued.
He was incredibly strong. He had a tall slender frame which was incredibly deceiving; because he was worlds stronger then you would imagine he could be if he were a mortal. Her mind whirled about drawing up memories from the past. Things she’d forgotten, things she’d had terrifying nightmares about. Here she lay, in the arms of a God, wishing it all away again.
After a while, she felt his breath change and his body stir. Quickly she closed her eyes as though attempting to appear asleep. Loki stretched a bit still holding her tight before he kissed her cheek ever so lovingly. “How are you feeling darling?” He asked nuzzling his face into her hair once more, before reaching up and sweeping it back off her face placing another kiss to her cheek holding her close. “Are you hungry?” She was quiet and didn’t answer not certain how to respond. “I’m absolutely famished.” He said kissing her check then her neck and shoulder loving the warmth of their naked bodies melded against one another. “What would you like? Hmm? Something sweet? Fresh berries perhaps? I know they’re your favorite.
“It’s a little early for the servants to get up, I’d rather not wake . . .” Before she could continue, Loki kissed her once more, waving his hand towards the table. Suddenly it was flooded with tons of her favorites. Cheese Danishes, donuts with no sugar or glaze, orange juice, cranberry juice, hash browns cooked just the way she liked. Eggs, waffles, everything he knew she loved. Fresh and plump ripe sweet blueberries, raspberries, strawberries, and fresh cream.
Reaching for his robe he stretched and stood wrapping it around him. Then he helped his lovely wife from the bed. Shaylee reluctantly sat up feeling sore in places she didn’t know she had. He chuckled a bit wrapping her robe around her before pulling her from the bed and sweeping her up into his arms. He walked over and sat her down in a chair before sitting next to her still quite better and wanting to spoil his beautiful bride a bit.
He reached for a strawberry and held it to her lips. Shaylee just stared at it blankly. Loki’s smile disappeared, “Darling? Are you feeling alright?”
Shaylee sighed reaching for his wrist and lowering the strawberry away. “Loki . . .” She began slowly, “You just . . .” She paused. “You were kind and gentle, just like you said you would be. But you can’t just . . .” She wasn’t sure what she was saying and Loki felt her shiver against him.
Loki put down the berry looking at her, “Shaylee, I know you’re afraid and it’s my fault. I became angry with you, when you were upset and . . . and I struck you.” He looked away remembering other events that he still carried with him, but she thankfully held no memory of. “And I’m . . . I’m . . .” He knew he should say it, he was trying to say it but it simply wouldn’t come out.
“Sorry?” She said softly saying it for him. Loki furrowed his brow knowing he should have said it even though it was a word that didn’t pass his lips to anyone under any circumstances. He sighed giving a nod. “Loki.” She began again, “I can take your abuse.” He started to say something but she put her hand on his arm stopping him. “Just . . . listen to me, please?” She said. “Your temper, your violent outbursts, I can take them. . . . but not around Kameron, and not when I’m pregnant. I may just be a human. A midgardian, and a mortal . . . but my first concern is protecting the children. No matter what happens to me, I have to protect them because they can’t protect themselves.”
Loki looked into her eyes seeing the sincerity in them. “I understand, Shaylee. Truly I do. And I want to protect them as much as you do. From any harm or danger they might encounter. That’s why I hid this place so very well. To keep them safe and . . . to keep you safe. So they can’t harm you now or ever.”
“Then please. Please try and control yourself Loki. Especially now, especially after what happened when Kameron was born. Until the baby comes, I have to be careful we both have to be.” She said seriously.
“But you’re healthier then you were before. The medications I got for you in Asgard to save your life. They healed you. You are healthier now then you ever have been because of them. Old wounds, scars, things that might not have been correct when you were born are corrected. It won’t happen again. You needn’t worry.” Loki said turning towards her rubbing her shoulders. “I promise you.”
“Am I still mortal?” She asked looking into his eyes. He sighed. “Then we still have to be careful. Kameron is strong like you, but not as strong because she’s only half Asgardian. You have to try and keep your temper in check.” She repeated again.
Loki knew she was right and he simply couldn’t argue that fact. “I will.” He promised. “I won’t touch you in anger ever again.” He took her hand holding it close, “I swear to you by everything I hold dear.” He kissed her hand looking into her eyes.
Shay sighed and gave a nod. What else could she possibly do? “Wanna tell me what brought on the lusty onrush of passion that brought you here last night?”
The God paused a moment before wrapping his arms around her and resting his face against her shoulder. Shaylee paused before wrapping her arms back around him feeling his vulnerability at the moment. “I needed you.” He admitted after a moment. “servants have been complaining about my behavior, and it led to an unscheduled and unwelcomed visit by Thor. He accosted me in my chambers and demanded my accepting his help for what was troubling me.”
She arched a brow hearing that, “Umm. His offering to help upset you?” She said not quite getting it.
“You don’t understand.” He raised his head looking at her, “He’s such a . . . self-righteous, overrated, spoiled, glory seeker. He didn’t want to help me, he was looking to be a hero and the glory that comes with it.”
“Yeah but . . . he might have been able to help us. You said that he was Odin’s favorite, maybe he could have spoken to him on our behalf.” She suggested. “Your mother wasn’t happy about our circumstances but she was willing to try and accept us. Maybe Thor would be the same.”
“You don’t know him the way I know him Shaylee, otherwise you’d understand.” He said with no small amount of bitterness in his voice crossing his arms. After a moment he realized it had grown quiet and she was staring at him. “What?”
“We’ve just about run out of options Loki.” She said seriously. “If he can help us, if there’s any chance . . .”
“There isn’t!” He said raising his voice. Shay sighed and looked away hearing his temper flare. Loki realized he’d just done what he told her he wouldn’t. He wrapped his arms around her again resting his face to hers, “Darling, . . . he can’t help us. Truly. He’d turn us in just as soon as look at us. Just like the warriors three and Hiemdall. We can’t trust him anymore than anyone else.” He said softly.
She closed her eyes and rubbed her face. He kissed her neck looking into her eyes, “Eat something for me?” He requested knowing he had thoroughly warn her out. Shay looked at him a moment before giving in. He smiled and kissed her lips picking the strawberry up again and holding it to her lips. Shay opened her mouth accepting it and eating the sweet berry. He smiled kissing her lips tasting the strawberry juice in their kiss. Reaching for another berry enjoying her letting him feed her like this.
Options
Frigga went to Loki’s room and paused seeing what was an image of Loki occupying his chambers. She sighed knowing that he had gone to his human wife and child again. She’d been the one to direct Thor towards his distraught brother hoping Loki would confide in him and accept his help. Yet she found he turned it away and made up a solvable problem to get him to go away and leave him be.
“Mother?” She heard Loki’s voice say. The false image of him disappeared and he approached her. “Is something wrong?”
She gave him a look and raised her hand casting a glamour bubble for them to speak freely in. “Loki, why did you send Thor away? He genuinely wanted to help you. He might have thought of something you haven’t.”
Loki sighed, “Because I don’t want or need his help.” He crossed his arms hating this was coming up again.
“If you care about this woman and your children in any capacity you need to let him in.” Loki clenched his jaw looking away. “Loki.” She said walking closer to him knowing that he’d envied Thor for a long time. Odin wasn’t the best father in the world and he did play favorites something fierce. She never agreed with his reasons for bringing Loki to Asgard, and wished with all her heart that he would simply accept Loki as his son completely and forget that he had hoped to buy peace with Jotienhiem with him. She did. “You have to put this grudge against your brother aside. Like you he’s one of the best warriors in all of Asgard. He won’t betray you.”
“Oh wouldn’t he.” Loki said giving her a look walking over towards the table, “What makes you think he would be more loyal to me then he is to Odin. ‘Our’ so called ‘friends’ would betray me within a second for their loyalty to Asgard and the Alfather.”
“Because he is your brother and he loves you dearly Loki. He always has every since you were small children. Don’t you remember how he kept your secrets? He never betrayed you, and often took the blame for your mischievous schemes and pranks to keep you from getting into trouble.” She shook her head, “Your right. The warriors three’s loyalty is to Asgard, and the Allfather. But Thor’s loyalty is to you. He doesn’t want to see you hurt in any capacity. He offers you his help freely wanting more than anything to help you. Trust him.” She advised. Loki still looked someone defiant and skeptical. “Trust me.” That gave him pause and he looked at her. Aside from Shaylee, she was the only one in the world he trusted. He didn’t have a choice.
Truces
Loki found Thor outside on the training grounds, doing sword work alone to keep up his already impressive skills. An overachiever to the end in Loki’s eyes. Thor stopped when he saw Loki, arms crossed leaning against the wall. “Brother?” He said seeing the expression on Loki’s face. “What’s troubling you?”
The mischievous God still didn’t want to do this, but both Shaylee and his mother were right. They’d run out of options. They needed outside help. “We can’t talk here.” He said seriously. “If you really want to help. Then come with me.”
Guests
Loki took Thor to his and Shaylee’s world, but not directly to the house. Instead he took him to a nearby field where they could talk and he could tell Thor about the situation in its entirety before he allowed him to meet Shaylee, and his daughter. Thor was quiet and listened to everything his brother said; knowing the consequences and dire circumstances his brother had cornered himself into.
When he came to the end of the story, he turned towards Thor waiting for him to say what a traitor he was, how foolish all of this had been, and his love for Shaylee meant nothing in comparison to his duties as a prince, third in line to the throne. However, Thor didn’t say anything of that kind. He was deep in thought before looking to Loki, “Are you going to introduce me to your family?” He questioned. Loki narrowed his eyes suspiciously and Thor raised his hand, “I mean them no harm, Brother. I give you my word.” Loki felt like he wanted his brother to burst into flames. Shaylee and Kameron were his, he didn’t want to share them with anyone. He was still rather reluctant to even let his mother be aware of them.
However, he had little choice and sighed as they turned their steps towards the house.
Loki took Thor inside knowing that Shay was know doubt in the nursery with Kameron this time of day. At the nursery door, Loki paused before looking at Thor, “What?” He asked.
“Keep in mind that she is with child, brother. It is ill advised to upset her in any way right now.” Loki warned.
“I won’t upset her Loki. I gave you my word of honor.” Loki rolled his eyes at that then pushed the large double doors opening going inside.
Loki half smiled seeing two very irritated nursemaids remove flowering vines from the walls and ceiling. Shaylee and Kameron sat on the floor playing some game. Kameron looked up seeing Loki and a huge smile swept her face, her eyes brightening. She popped up and ran over to him wrapping her arms around him.
“Hmmm. Looks like someone awoke during the night and became bored.” He swept her up into his arms. Shay stood up as well with a very different expression on her face, her eyes solidly on the blonde who stood next to Loki.
“Loki.” She said nervously.
“It’s alright.” He said holding his hand out to her. Shay was hesitant for a moment before cautiously walking to him taking his hand. “Thor, May I present my wife Shaylee, and our daughter Kameron.” He looked at Shay, “Darling, this is Thor Odinson. Heir to the throne of Asgard.” After a moment he added in a lower voice, “My brother.”
Thor reached out taking her hand respectfully and bowed, “M’Lady.” He said with a smile before placing a kiss to her hand. “Loki has told me much about you. Although his description hardly does you justice.” He said with a charming smile.
Shaylee knew she’d told Loki they needed to see if Thor could help them, but it was jarring to see a stranger, an Asgardian, in this place when no one ever came here. Reaching over she took Kameron from Loki holding her tight.
“I’ve promised and giving Loki my word that no harm will come to your children.” Thor reassured her seeing the worry and distress in her eyes.
“You know I’m human, right? Loki told you I’m human?” Shay asked.
Thor smiled, “Yes. Loki was very clear on that point.” His eyes turned to Kameron who seemed strangely shy as she studied the new face curiously. He was so different from her father. Much bigger for one thing. His hair was yellow and his armor was much different from Loki’s. “Hello there.”
Shay was still hesitant but cleared her throat, “Kameron, this is your uncle, Thor. Your daddy’s brother.” She explained. Perhaps it was Shaylee’s fear, or Loki’s dislike of his own brother that the child was feeling but she wasn’t very forth coming or trust of the God.
“She’s a shy one isn’t she.” Thor chuckled.
“No. Not usually.” Shay said as Kameron lay her head on her mother’s shoulder. “What’s wrong honey?” Kameron turned hiding her face in her mother’s chest. “She’s probably just hungry. It’s about lunch time and she’s always famished.” Shay said slipping her fingers through Kameron’s hair finding this incredibly strange behavior. “Will you be joining us?” She said extending an invitation.
“I’d be honored.” He said with a smile. Shay gave a nod before looking to Loki.
“We’ll be along shortly darling.” He said sending his wife and child ahead. Shay half smiled and glanced at Thor before she and Kameron head to the kitchen to tell them they had a visitor. Loki watched after them until she disappeared from sight.
“She’s terrified.” Thor said having seen it clearly in her eyes.
“Yes. But strangely . . . not for herself.”
“For the children.” Thor looked at him.
“Of course. She’s their mother.”
In Laws
Things became more comfortable during lunch, and Kameron couldn’t resist a chance to show off to the visitor. She levitated food, transfigured apples to oranges, and a number of other small tricks her mischievous father had taught her.
“That’s amazing!” Thor applauded and praised the young one and she beamed proudly. “Such talent at such a young age. I’m impressed.” HE said looking at Loki. “Other had to teach you her craft. I don’t believe she began your training so young.”
Kameron leaned over to Shaylee and whispered asking to be excused. Shay nodded and Kameron hopped down from her chair disappearing from the dining hall.”
“She really is very remarkable, she’s truly half human?” He questioned in astonishment. He imagined that would limit her capacity for magic, not expand it.
“Yes. But Shaylee is quite remarkable herself. She was always top of her acedemics on Midgard.” Shaylee looked a little pale as her eyes glazed over slightly.
“Are you alright?” Thor asked. Shay held her hand to her head. When she swayed slightly Loki was instantly at her side.
“What is it? What’s wrong.” Loki asked holding her steady so she would fall.
“I don’t . . .” Within a heartbeat her body went limp. Thor stood wanting to help if he could. Loki swept Shaylee up into his arms and carried her to their bedchamber, Thor staying close.
Moments
When Loki lay Shay down and settled into bed, she came to. He sat beside her placing his hand to her forehead, his other holding tightly to hers. “What is it?” He asked.
She sighed embarrassed that that had happened in front of company. Another God, Loki’s brother no less. “Pain.” She said softly.
“Where? Have you not been resting as your physican instructed . . . .” Shay grabbed Loki’s hand and held it tight over the swell of her abdomen. He wasn’t sure what she was doing until he felt a sharp kick from deep inside of her. Thor was standing nearby watching the moment that Loki and his wife were sharking together.
“This one is strong. Just like Kameron was.” She winced when there was another kick. A smile swept Loki’s face as he leaned down and kissed her excitedly keeping his hand firmly over her abdomen where his child resided. Shay had been far less willing to share this is any experience like this when she carried Kameron. So this was a new experience for them both. When the kicking slowed, Loki pulled a blanket up over Shaylee to keep her warm.
“Rest now darling.” He said placing a kiss to her forehead. With a nod Shay turned to her side almost immediately falling asleep. Loki and Thor quietly left the bedchamber going into the main hall.
“She’s lovely.” Thor complimented Loki on his choice of companion. “As is your daughter, brother.”
“Well?” Loki said pouring himself a cup of wine. “Let’s hear your battlement for my choosing a mortal woman. Mother’s had a turn, even Shaylee has. I suppose it’s only fair you have a go as well.”
Thor shook his head, “IT’s tragic that she’s mortal Loki, she’ll never live as long as an Asgardian would. Their bodies break down and decay within at best 100 years. Your children will no doubt live a bit longer, but it’s likely to be as long as ours.” He said mentioning the only problem he saw.
“Yes, yes. And I recklessly broke the laws by marrying a human woman and breading with a lower being . . .” Loki rattled off not waiting for Thor to recite the clap trap. However his brother didn’t seem interested in saying what Loki already knew.
“None of us can help who we fall in love with brother. You chose to be together and that is something private between you. Not even father can intrude on that bond.” Thor answered.
Loki smirked, “If only Odin shared your romantic view on the matter, perhaps their lives wouldn’t be hanging in the balance now.
“Your second child?” Thor questioned wanting to know if it was a son or a daughter. Loki shook his head with a sigh still on edge he himself didn’t know yet. “We cannot decide on a proper and affective course of action until we know for sure Loki. Both are completely different, and the consequences vary greatly.”
Loki sighed knowing this already. He wished to God that he didn’t have to keep letting people into this problem. If only he hadn’t been careless and allowed Frigga to find out about this place, about his family. They would still be safe, and Shaylee . . . . Shaylee wouldn’t be spending every waking hour in terror.
In The Dark
Loki lay in silence beside Shaylee. His hand rested on her abdomen, his thumb stroking the swell where a precious secret grew safe deep in her womb. If it wasn’t for Hiemdal, he might have had a chance of hiding them on Midgard or even some other realm. But thanks to the guardian of the bio-frost. Odin’s personal blood hound, he couldn’t risk moving them out of this place. Hiemdal’s sudden disappearance or death would raise to many questions. Bringing attention to exactly where they didn’t want it.
Shay was awoke as well, seeing Loki lost deep in thought feeling the gentle and reverent way he touched her. He truly was worried for the children. It wasn’t just an act or some kind of game. The relationship between Loki and Kaylee was complicated at best, but there was no complication when it came to their little ones. He loved them so much. She could see it . . . . and she could feel it.
Everything that had happened had kept them busy, and worried, pulling attention away from the fact that they succeeded in their endeavor of a sibling for Kameron. It wasn’t fair that joy was stolen away for whatever reason it was.
“Do you think they’ll have your features? Like Kameron does?” She said softly breaking the silence. Loki’s eyes moved to hers a bit surprised by the sudden question. Shay turned onto her side facing him, resting her hand under her face on the pillow. “Your dark hair? Your eyes?”
Loki half smiled seeing the attempt she was making and moved closer mirroring the way she was lying, his head on the same pillow as they lie close. “I think I would like to see more of your features this time. Your eyes,” He gazed at her, “Your lips.” He reached for her hand bringing it up and placing a gentle kiss to her fingers, “Your warm caring hands.” He said holding her hand over his heart, his eyes returning to hers.
Shay half smiled at this compliments taking a break, “We haven’t even talked about names yet.” She whispered. “Shouldn’t we know what to call them before they get here?”
He smiled, “I suppose so. ‘You there. Infant’ probably would be too impersonal.” They both chuckled a bit becoming more comfortable as they spoke to each other.
“I like Riley.” Shay said. “It’s a good strong name.”
“Perhaps.” He admitted. “Kameron and Riley. They sound quite complimentary to each other. What if the child is born female?” He questioned.
“I was thinking . . . maybe Liliya.” Shay suggested. Loki arched his brow finding her choice rather interesting.
“Why ‘Lilya’.” He asked.
Shay didn’t answer right away but then looked into his eyes. “Wouldn’t you want your daughter named for you?” She said in a soft voice.
A grin swept Loki’s face when’s he said that, moving even closer to her, their bodies now pressed together as he stroked her cheek, “Truly?” She’d never suggested or even remotely considered offering him such an honor. “I think Liliya is a beautiful name darling.” He said kissing her softly, “As beautiful as our child is sure to be, my love.”
It was nice for them both. Being able to put things aside for a short while and think about their family. Just their dire and deadly situation they found themselves in. This was the first moment since it was confirmed Shay was pregnant they shared some excitement about their fortune.
“They should be able to tell us soon if it’s a boy or a girl.” Shay said softly as that was the big question they were facing right now.
Loki’s hand moved to rest over the swell of Shay’s abdomen once again. The smile he had vanishing. He was still at a loss as to how to keep Odin from destroying them. He lifted hand just above her, but paused asking her permission this time. Shay hated when he did it but it seemed since they didn’t exactly have a sonogram machine handy, they didn’t have much choice. With a sigh she lay down flat on her back.
Instantly Loki sat up pulling the covers off her, before placing his hand over her belly. Shaylee closed her eyes and covered her face not able to handle seeing into her own body again.
The light grew more intense, and as before the large swell became transparent, as the small child growing within was revealed. Loki looked closely studing the figure that was much more developed then last time. Arms, legs, fingers and toes. Yet still so small, needing more time to grow before joining them.
“Well?” Say said not moving her hands from her face.
“It isn’t cooperating.” L:oki said a little frustrated. The way the little one was turned was obstructing his view. Shaylee began to take long, deep breaths one after another. The sudden intake of air that flooded Shay’s body caused the baby to kick and move about inside of her. Loki’s eyes went wide. It was as wondrous thing to behold. To feel the child move and kick inside her, was completely different from seeing it like this.
When the child turned, a grin swept Loki’s face. He rested his hand against her and started to laugh in shocked relief.
“What?” His hand just held to her body continuing to laugh. She pulled her hands away from her face but her eyes remained tight closed. “Loki!”
He smiled resting his hand to her cheek and kissed her deeply. He looked down into her eyes, “It seems that Liliya is doing quite well.”
Shaylee’s heart stopped as her eyes went wide, her hand covering Loki’s, “A little girl?” She said in shock and awe, “Loki? A baby girl?” She smiled as well tears filling her eyes. They both beganto kiss anxiously finding some relief in the knowledge she wasn’t carrying a boy who his grandfather would bestow a death sentence on him before he took his first breath.
They wrapped their arms around each other holding tight. After a quite moment they both quieted, realizing that they were genuinely sharing something new together for the first time since they met.
Loki pulled back just enough to he could look at his young bride. Shaylee was frozen caught off guard, realizing what had just happened. What she just felt. The God held his breath too not certain what was to happen next, not wanting the moment to end.
His hand upped her face, carefully moving her hair back over her shoulder stroking softly as he did. Shay was unable to move. She could be cold. She could push him away and shut down as she always before. But what would be the purpose? Loki, Kameron, and now Liliya were her only family left anywhere in the universe. She had no one else. It was a dark, lonely, terrifying state to be in. By her marriage to Loki, there were in-laws of course but in-laws who would proclaim them to be outlaws just for being alive. No matter what had brought them here before, this is where they were now.
Loki bowed his head slightly seeking out her eyes. Taking a breath, her gaze met his. The God’s fingertips gently touched her chin tilting her face up towards his as he placed a deep, loving, passionate kiss her lips. Shay closed her eyes and returned it in Kind. They continued to kiss, embracing each other tight. Having found something special, something secret, hidden between them.
Time seemed to stop. It was like being in a dream. The air seemed to become still, they could feel each other’s breath, hear each other’s heartbeats. They had been married nearly 5 years now, but this . . . . this was something brand new.
Without a word or a sound they began to kiss lovingly, tenderly, savoring the sweetness, enjoying this newfound level of intimacy together. Both were eager, yet terrified, and both proceeding together . . . as one.
Mornings
Shay and Loki stood in the hot shower together, taking turns washing each other’s bodies, kissing, and caressing playfully. Once bathed, groomed and dressed it was almost noon and time for lunch. They walked together to the dining room, holding hands with smiles and knowing glances every now and then.
Kameron’s eyes lit up seeing her parents not only arrive together, but finding them both very happy. It was a rare sight in her young life, if it had every happened. She ran to Loki who swept her up into his arms, as they walked to the table that had just been set.
They took their seats, and Shay pulled Kameron onto her lap. “Kameron, we have some news for you.” Loki reached over taking his daughters hand. She cocked her head a little curious as to what they were going to tell her.
“In a few months, the baby is going to arrive. And it looks like she’s going to be a little girl.” Shay said smoothing Kameron’s hair back from her face, “You’re going to be a big sister honey.”
The little one looked surprised as she smiled placing her hands on Shay’s swollen belly. “A sister?” She said her eyes lighting up, “For me?”
Shay laughed and gave a no. “Yup. Her name is Liliyn.”
“When is she coming out o there?” Kameron s aid looking over the swell of Shay’s stomach still not certain how she got in there in the first place much less how she was going to come out.
“Not for a while yet little one.” Loki said picking her up from Shay and setting her on his knee. “Your mummy is keeping her safe and warm while she’s growing. It will still be a while yet.” He smiled, “I’m sure she’s as anxious to meet you, as you are to meet her.”
Kameron looked disappointed she wasn’t coming now but leaned over putting her hands on Shay. Lyliyn, I’m Kameron. We’re going to be sisters! So hurry and come out of there so we can play!”
Shay and Loki laughed as they held their daughter close, enjoying and savoring this private family moment they shared together.
(TO BE CONTINUED! PLEASE REVIEW!)
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