What Should I Have Said? | By : CanAm77 Category: Marvel Verse Comics > Punisher Views: 1696 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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He had never really understood the term ‘hate sex’ until the first time he had sex with Frank. And really sex was too gentle of a term for what happened between them, fucking or dominating each other would be more appropriate. He wasn’t even sure why he had allowed it to happen, neither one of them had pushed it, it just sort of happened. And kept happening. Which is strange when he thinks about it.
There were times he couldn’t show up to work or don his Daredevil costume because of how brutal they had gotten. His tongue and lips bruised and swollen from being bit so hard. His legs weak from being splayed apart and pinned to the wall for so long. His voice left hoarse from screaming and crying out. But, it was never for Frank to stop, just begging for more, harder.
But, it was a two way street, he was just as rough with Frank. Pinning his cheek to the cold cement. Yanking his head back by his hair hard enough to rip some of it out. His fingers digging so hard into his hips and ass it was enough to make The Punisher cringe.
The truth was, their lives were both out of control. He knew behind his façade of a life, hiding behind being a lawyer and Daredevil, he was just as broken and lost as Frank. Even though they would never agree on ethics, they both needed a constant in their life.
As much pain as he dished out and took, it was nice. Their no strings attached ‘relationship’. Anger and frustration soothed by the filthy things they did.
Looking back on it, its surprising how many years it stayed like that. Though, over time their relationship evolved into something not quite so brutal. Fingers lingering longer, their tongues lavishing their most sensitive spots. His fingers weren’t just digging in for traction anymore, they were feeling and exploring every contour and scar. They laid together recovering after they were done instead of buckling up their belts and taking off immediately.
Every year seemed to get a little more tender and gentle. Leaving him breathless and wishing for a more than the handful of their intimate encounters they had each year. Frank knew every little thing that made him moan and tremble. And he would have Frank just as debouched, gasping his name and clinging onto him. Less and less teeth, replaced by soft, passionate lips. Sleeping through the night together, waking to Frank’s stubble nuzzling the back of his neck as his hands did the most delicious things to his body.
But, even at that point, nothing had really changed. They were just two broken souls finding an escape with each other. And that brought Matt to where he was now, confused and sitting on a bench on a cold night. Trying to sort his feelings out. He hadn’t realized it, but it was the time before last that the “friends with benefits” line had been crossed. A gesture that no one had ever given him, and he never imposed for fear of making them feel uncomfortable.
He was on his back feeling the hard, rigid contours on Frank’s arms. Meanwhile, Frank’s hand was curled tightly around his arousal, pumping it with the same rhythm he was pressing into Matt. He knew Frank’s body well enough to know how close he was to orgasm. Frank took one of Matt’s hands and held it to his face, then other.
He was so stunned, it took him a moment to understand that Frank wanted him to ‘see’ him as he climaxed. Frank’s breath was hot on his palms and brow knitted together under his finger tips. His eyes were shut and cheeks high from the way his lips were peeled away from his teeth. It was the most intimate, raw experience he had ever had during sex. He was so entranced in ‘seeing’ Frank’s expression, that when he had his own orgasm it took him by surprise. He spent the rest of the night exploring Frank’s face and ‘seeing’ his expressions.
His fingers lingered a little too long on Frank’s lips, making them turn into a smile. “You do smile…”
“Only for you.”
That statement stunned him and made his heart flutter as he was pulled into a deep, soft kiss. Maybe he was in denial, or maybe he just plain hadn’t recognized it yet.
It was the last time they were together, last night, that he finally realized that line had been crossed. This time he had Frank underneath him, he was kissing Frank up his chest and neck. Running his fingers up and down Frank’s ribs, which where one of his ‘hot spots’ that drove him crazy. Frank pulled Matt down, completely on top of him.
“Fuck,” Matt cursed under his breath, Frank’s body hard and lean under him. The sex was awesome and passionate, but no more so than what was usual for them. Frank’s face was buried tight into his neck, groaning as he came, clutching him tightly. It was as they were coming down from their orgasm high, trying to find their breath that it happened. In between Frank’s ragged breathing, the words were almost inaudible, even to Matt. “I love you.”
He didn’t think that Frank had meant to say them. But, he did, and that made them all the more sincere. But, that also made him loose focus on life. Actually, he didn’t even know if Frank knew he said it. The night continued like normal, nothing was said about it.
Now that he was sitting alone in the cold, he wondered if he should have said something.
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