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Suffer For My Love	By : CanAm77 Category: Marvel Verse Movies > Avengers, The Views: 20406 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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- 1-Suffer For My Love
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Five years of imprisonment. Loki was nearly mad with hate and bitterness. He had been stripped of his magic, but his Godhood was left intact. He was utterly alone. Thor always, without fail tried to reconcile their relationship, but he couldn’t bring himself to care for Thor. A stolen relic to use against his true family, that was really all he was.

The truth was that there wasn’t a place that existed for him.

There was a brief knock on his door and two guards came in. “The All-Father requests your presence.”

Loki nodded and followed the two guards without a word.

The only sound was their hard leather soles against the elaborate marble floors.

Loki inwardly tried to compose himself for whatever ridiculous speech he had to listen to. Odin could get under his skin like no one else. He had to compose himself. He couldn’t show his feelings, he was who he was and they would learn to deal with it.

They stopped in front of Odin’s throne.

“Kneel, before I make you.” One of the guards commanded.

Loki wanted to fight them, but he knew that would only end in more turmoil and more lectures about humility or some nonsense.

“Loki,” Odin started to speak, “I have had you here for five years since your assault of Midgard. Five years I have seen no change in you. No remorse. The people of Midgard suffered at your hands. You will learn humility. You will return to Midgard and assist in anyway they see fit.”

“What? You would turn me over to my enemies?”

“Yes, it has already been arranged. Thor will accompany you and you will have your magic returned to you so you are not defenseless if you are attacked.”

Loki was shaking with rage, “I am to have Thor as a guard? To watch over me as a child?”

“This isn’t a choice Loki.” Odin said firmly.

Thor stepped forward, “I promise to be nothing but fair to you, brother.”

“BROTHER?!” Loki snarled.

Thor stepped close to Loki and grabbed Loki’s wrist, snapping a metal bracelet on his wrist. Then snapped a matching one on his own wrist.

“What is this?” Loki growled.

“If you try to escape, it will guide Thor directly to you.” Odin said flatly. “It is bound by magic, so you will not be able to remove it.”

Anger consumed Loki.

“This will be good for you Loki.” Thor smiled.

Before Loki had a chance to respond, Thor grabbed Loki by the shoulders and Odin’s magic consumed them, sending them catapulting towards Midgard.

They landed roughly in the desert of Arizona.

Loki immediately lunged towards Thor, knocking him on the ground and punching him square in the face.

Thor grunted and returned the favor, nailing Loki in the stomach.

They spent the better part of the day fighting and beating each other.

They finally were left bloodied, without an ounce of strength left to fight one another.

“Are we good?” Thor gasped raggedly for breath.

“Yea, I think so.” Loki wheezed.

They both started laughing till tears ran down their faces.

“Is this really all we needed? Was to beat the shit out of each other?” Loki laughed.

“Seems that way.” Thor smiled.

“What’s the plan now.”

Thor hesitated, “You’re not going to like it. We have to meet with The Avengers and Nick Fury.”

Loki cringed and nodded.

***

Tony Stark watched as the two gods descended onto his balcony, Thor’s hammer whirling as loud as a helicopter.

Both Thor and Loki were covered in cuts, blood, bruises and scrapes. “What the hell happened to you two?”

“Just a little brotherly bonding, Tony,” Thor smiled.

Tony shook his head. “I don’t like this.” He looked Loki square in the eyes.

“I know and I will take full responsibility for him.” Thor replied.

“You two need to go clean up before we meet with everyone. You know where everything is Thor. Make it quick.” Tony left.

***

Loki sat down in the large leather chair in front of the large oval table where all The Avengers, Nick Fury and various Shield agents gathered.

Everyone, besides Thor, glared at him angrily.

Nick Fury cleared his throat, “I have no desire to have you in my realm. And even less desire to allow you to roam freely. But, I have been assured your cooperation and a few benefits for us allowing you to be here. It goes against my better judgment to allow this, but your daddy is extremely persuasive. Are you going to behave in your time served here?”

Loki looked down at Nick Fury, “I swear to follow your rules here and cause no intentional harm to anyone. I think you do not understand this completely though. Your kind has prisons for your criminals. This banishment is a prison for a Midgardian. I would like this to be over as soon as possible, I have no wish to have my “sentence” extended.”

Nick looked around at the small crowd, “Does this satisfy everyone?” When no one responded he looked at Thor, “As you can see no one is really happy with this. You will pay for any damages he causes. I will not tolerate him being free, even with just one very small “slip up.” Do you understand me?”

“I do and I swear to protect your people from him if he ever goes astray.”

***

The following months passed slowly for Loki.

Being required to do the mortal’s biddings. Using him as a lab rat, testing his Godhood. Assisting in third world countries that needed help.

And now currently fighting along side of The Avengers, assisting in destroying the countless robots of Doctor Doom.

He produced an image of himself and as the mindless robot charged his image, he assaulted the oversized piece of metal from behind with his spear. The thing made an electric whine and powered down.

They were all soon overwhelmed, Doom’s army seemingly endless.

As Loki turned from his latest kill, he seen Iron Man grab a robot by the throat and blast it in the face. As he was doing this another robot descended on Iron Man from above.

Loki rushed to destroy their enemy, but it was to late. As the robot descended, a metal spike protruded from it’s foot, effectively nailing the back of Iron Man’s helmet, knocking him to the ground. The helmet creaked and gave way.

Loki knocked the robot to the ground and impaled it. He ripped his spear out of the ruined metal and turned back to Iron Man. His armor was laying motionless, face down on the ground. Loki flipped him over and tore his helmet off. There was a large gash on the back of Tony’s head where the metal had been indented, blood trickled from the wound.

Loki gathered the mortal in his arms and dashed over to Captain America, the closest ally. “I need to find him help. I am not abandoning your team.”

Cap’s eyes widened as he seen the blood dripping down from Loki’s hand that held Tony’s head. “Of course. Be fast!”

Loki turned and ran, kicking a robot in the chest that blocked his way. As soon as he was out of the battle zone he stopped and knelt to the ground, he whispered a spell, his energy and magic was sucked out of him at a sickening rate, enough to make him want to vomit. But, he continued until they were sucked into a vacuum of instant transportation. His least favorite spell that nearly robbed him of all his power and magic.

When they arrived, sweat was pouring down his body from the strain of his exertion, blue and purple smoke hissed off of their bodies. He looked up and several scared nurses were gawking at them. “He has been wounded, he needs medical assistance, now,” Loki wheezed.

One of the staff was already running up to them with a cart, Loki ran up to the young man and laid Tony down and followed him to the operating room,.

An older doctor came running in, his jaw nearly hitting the floor when he seen who his patient was. “I need that armor off of him.”

Loki ripped the metal off with his remaining strength as the nurses checked his vitals and the doctor checked him over.

When Tony was bare the doctor turned to Loki, “I need you to leave, I will find you when I am done.”

***

Pain. Throbbing pain. Endless pain. That was all that kept running through Tony’s mind as he woke. Oh, owe, his head.

“Awake, finally?”

Tony cracked an eye and immediately closed it, groaning from the pain of the bright light of the room. “Turn the light off!”

He heard footsteps and the light flick off. “I was wondering how long you were going to be out, you got a nasty concussion and have been out two days.”

Tony tried again to open his eyes, the now dark room much easier to process. He quickly remembered the battle and realized he was in a hospital room. “Did we win?”

Loki chuckled. “Yeah we did, well you kind of lost.”

Tony finally recognized it was Loki in his room and frowned, “What are you doing here?”

“I saved you, you should be thanking me instead of questioning me.”

“Yeah, well thanks. I am just surprised since its you. Why are you the only one here.”

Loki shrugged, “Everyone else is assisting in the aftermath of the battle. I am quite useless as I am.”

Loki useless? His strength rivaled Thor’s, Thor’s hammer being the only true advantage he had over Loki. “How are you useless?”

Loki laughed dryly, “My strength and magic was nearly depleted from transporting you from the battlefield to the hospital. It may take a couple weeks for me to be at my full strength. Everyone agreed I deserved a break in my weakness, since I saved your life. So, I get the job of making sure you are well taken care of while you heal.”

“Loki the Saint. It has a nice ring to it.”

Loki shook his head and sighed.

***

The days and weeks passed, Loki assisting Tony in his rehabilitation. The staples had been pulled from the back of Tony’s head where his surgery was. He was walking unassisted and finally felt good.

They left the rehabilitation center and they entered their taxi, Tony giving his condo address to the driver.

“That’s not the address of Stark Tower.” Loki questioned Tony.

“Yeah, I know, I just want to have a break before I have to deal with everyone and all The Avenger business.”

Loki nodded.

***

Tony’s condo was just as Loki imagined. Luxurious and filled with all the finest technology.

Tony pulled out his finest bottle of whiskey, pouring two drinks. He walked over to Loki, handing him one. “You know, I’m not good at this sort of thing. But, thank you for everything you have done for me.”

Loki smiled at the man he had befriended. The weeks they spent together as Tony healed created a bond between them. Somehow, he felt protective of Tony, actually wanting to ensure his recovery. “You sure don’t know how to show me how much you are thankful,” Loki teased.

“I could show you.” Tony’s voice was just a little to low and seductive.

Loki laughed nervously and went to the living room and sat down, drinking his drink in nearly a whole swallow.

Tony followed and sat down, “Not so fast, you are going to put me to shame. I think your brother will kill me if I turn you into a lush.”

Loki figured he had misunderstood Tony. Tony couldn’t be interested in him. “I suppose.” He felt cornered at the moment, unprepared for being this alone with Tony. He stood up, “I will find my way back to your tower, I’ll leave you to rest and show myself out.”

Tony grabbed Loki and turned him around. “No, don’t leave, I want you to stay with me.”

Loki’s heart hammered in his chest. “Why?” He froze as Tony didn’t respond, instead pulled him into an embrace. After a moment Loki finally relaxed against Tony and returned the embrace.

“Stay with me tonight,” Tony purred into Loki’s ear.

“How long have you desired me?”

Tony pressed his arousal against Loki, “Since we were enemies.” He pushed Loki back down on the couch, straddling him and descending on Loki’s mouth.

Loki wrapped his arms around Tony, kissing him back with a fiery passion. Their kiss wasn’t gentle or tender. It was rough and aggressive. Each marring the other’s lips, tongue and face with their teeth.

Tony pulled away when he started to taste blood, unsurprised considering how rough they were. He grabbed Loki’s hair and yanked his head back, exposing his throat. He sank his teeth into the fair skin, biting and sucking until Loki was moaning and squeezing his ass.

Shortly after they found themselves stripped and in Tony’s bed.

“You are beautiful,” Tony whispered as he ran his fingers down Loki’s sides.

“Only because you want to seduce me.”

“Well I do want to seduce you…I think you’d like it.”

Loki smirked.

Tony rolled Loki on his back and nuzzled his neck. “Don’t you want me to seduce you?”

Loki gasped as Tony grasped his sex tightly. “Yes!”

Tony’s hands perversely explored Loki’s body.

Loki’s body burned with passion and lust. It had been entirely to long since he had laid with anyone. He had no preference when it came to laying with a man or woman. But, he almost always dominated in bed. Right now, he didn’t care. He pulled his knees to his chest, “Take me.” He clawed Tony’s back as he took the unsubtle hint, pressing into him without mercy. Loki screamed out and wrapped his legs around Tony as he was thrust into.

Tony winced in pain as Loki’s strong legs wrapped around him. He fought past the bittersweet pain, knowing that was the price of bedding and taking a god into his bed. They both raked their fingers and nails into each other’s bodies. Tony withdrew himself from Loki. “On your hands and knees.” Loki obeyed and he thrust into Loki from behind as he yanked his head back by the hair. He accentuated each word with a powerful thrust as he said, “I. Bet. You. Love. This.”

Loki bit his lip and whimpered as Tony fucked him hard. Soon Tony’s hands were locked onto his hips, as the only thing to be heard were their sounds of passion.

Tony cried out as he came in Loki. They held each other for awhile after that. Tony moaned Loki’s name countless times as Loki took him three times that night.

***

Their “relationship” was toxic at best. Sneaking behind The Avengers, lust and passion burning in their veins. Constantly battling for dominance. They fought so many enemies, no one noticed the marks they left on one another.

***

Tony sat on his bed, deep in thought. The past months of sex with Loki had been amazing. But, he wanted more. He didn’t want it to happen, but he had fallen in love with him. It wasn’t just the sex. He seen there was a side to Loki that was like him, lost and broken.

***

Loki had been on edge the past month or so. Irritating, everything was irritating. How long was he expected to keep this up? He wanted to return to Asgard. He wished he could take Tony with him, but he knew it could never happen

He opened the door to Tony’s room, Tony sat on the edge of his bed. He sat down next to him and wrapped his arm around Tony’s shoulders. “What’s on your mind, Stark?”

Tony sighed, he wanted to find the words to explain himself. Nothing sounded right.

“Well?” Loki asked.

“I…don’t really know how to say this. Its been awhile I have wanted to tell you. You really mean a lot to me. I think…no that isn’t right, I know I love you.”

Fear consumed Loki and he jumped up. He wasn’t someone who could be loved, he had always been and always would be the villain. Sure he had feelings for Tony, but love couldn’t be it, could it? “What?” Loki choked out.

Tears ran from Tony’s eyes, “I’m in love with you. I love you, Loki.”

“No. No, you can’t be.” Loki shook his head and nearly growled, “You are a foolish mortal. I am a god, how can you expect to own me? I AM DONE WITH YOU!” Loki ran out of Tony’s room and to the balcony, he called to Heimdall to ask his parents to return him.

Within minutes his body was sucked into instant transportation and he was in Asgard.

***

It had been a week since Loki had left. He had taken part of Tony with him.

Bruce and Thor walked into the living room, to find Tony inebriated on the couch. Everyone knew Tony was a lush, but he was out of control. He hadn’t spent a waking moment sober since Loki left.

“Heeeeeyyy guys…” Tony gave a weary drunken smile.

“Tony this needs to stop, now! I don’t know what your problem is, but you are going to kill yourself!” Bruce yelled.

“He is right friend.” Thor agreed.

Tony laughed, “No point anymore. He’s gone.”

“Who is gone?” Bruce asked.

Tony looked at Thor, “Your brother.”

“What does Loki returning to Asgard have to do with this?” Thor asked.

“I guess it doesn’t matter anymore. For the past months since Loki saved me in battle, we have been sneaking behind everyone as lovers. I told him I loved him and that’s the true reason he left.” Tony was now crying uncontrollably.

Thor and Bruce were speechless.

Eventually they both left and Tony went to his office sitting in the luxurious chair. How could he have ever thought Loki would accept his love. He was worthless. It was proof that no one had or ever would care for him. His father never loved him. No one had ever truly loved him in a romantic sense. He had been used countless times for his money and fame. But, no. No one could ever love him. He was defective and broken. What was the point anymore?

His eyes burn from the crying. His hand shook as he pulled the lowest drawer of his desk open. The stainless steel finish gleamed angrily back at him, tempting him to do it. He picked up the heavy .44 magnum. His tears stopped as he pressed the cold metal to his temple. He thought of all his failures and faults, Loki had been gone for a week, surely to never return. The world would be better off without him.

***

Thor was angry as he marched to Loki’s room. Frigga was following him closely.

“Son, he has not come out of his room since he returned.”

Thor sighed, “Mother, I need to figure out what is going on.” He threw open Loki’s door and was met by Loki’s stress filled gaze. “What did you do to Tony Stark?”

Loki looked down and shook his head, “I…I am just not worthy of his love.”

“Is this what this is about? Tony is going to kill himself with alcohol! He is broken! If you have any feeling at all about him, you need to right this!”

Frigga put a hand on Thor’s shoulder, “You don’t know the whole story. Loki tell him or I will.”

Loki sobbed into his hands, “I’m pregnant with Tony’s child.”

“What? Why don’t you tell him?!”

“As much as I love him, he is self centered and I know he will reject me and my child eventually. You know what they say of me. I am the father and mother of monters!”

“You love him?”

“Of course I do.”

“You need to tell him. Come back with me, Loki. He needs you, and you need him. No one should have the burden of parenting alone. He deserves to know his child and that you love him.”

Loki nodded, “You are right, brother.”

***

Loki walked slowly to Tony’s office, where Jarvis had informed them he was, Thor closely by his side.

As they neared the office, a deafening sound shattered the quietness. They ran into the office. The acrid smell of burnt powder hung heavily in the air.

Tony was slumped over his desk, unmoving.

Loki cried out, running up to Tony, grabbing his shoulders and sitting him upright.

Tony’s lifeless eyes stared back at him. His face was streaked with tears and the whites of his eyes were bloodshot. Blood poured out from both sides of his temples.

Thor pulled Loki off of Tony as Loki shook him, trying to wake his lifeless lover.

Thor held onto Loki, forcing Loki’s face to his chest so he couldn’t look at the dead Tony Stank any longer, “He is gone, Loki.”

By now the rest of The Avengers had gathered, crying and screaming out their own pain and grief of the late Tony Stark.
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